喂 Hello.
喂 Hello?
帕特里克 帕特里克 是你吗 Patrick? Hello, Patrick, is that you?
尼古拉斯 Nicholas?
帕特里克 恐怕我有个坏消息告诉你 Patrick, I'm afraid I have rather bad news.
喂 Hello?
喂 帕特里克 听得到吗 Hello, Patrick? Can you hear me?
我在纽约 I'm in New York.
貌似有延迟 There appears to be a delay.
-你听得到吗 -嗯 - Can you hear me? - Yes.
-和你父亲有关 -我能听到 我在 - It concerns your father. - I can hear you. I'm here.
你父亲前天晚上在酒店房间里去世了 Your father died the night before last, in his hotel room.
对你而言肯定是晴天霹雳 It must come as an awful shock to you.
差不多吧 是 Something like that, yes.
我此刻的感受也无需多言 I hardly need to tell you how I feel.
我敬佩你父亲 大家都喜欢他 I adored your father. Everybody liked him.
虽然他不是太好相处 I know he wasn't always the easiest of men.
你在听吗 帕特里克 Are you there, Patrick?
在听 他现在在哪 Yes, I'm here. Where is he now?
大卫吗 David?
他在麦迪逊大街的弗兰克·E·麦克唐纳殡仪馆 He's at Frank E. Macdonalds, the funeral people on Madison.
人去世后都送那 Everyone goes there.
"宁缺毋滥 只要最好" 正如你父亲曾说的 "Only the best or go without," as your father would have said.
如果你想见他一面 把骨灰取走的话 If you want to see him and collect the ashes...
-你这会儿有事吗 -目前没事 没有 - Do you have much on? - Not at this exact moment, no.
那咱们见个面 Then we must meet up.
不如去私人俱乐部见 乔治·沃特福德在这 Why don't we meet at the Key Club? George Watford's here.
我们为你父亲不凡的一生干一杯 We'll raise a glass to your father's extraordinary life.
不过此刻 Well, until then,
我很抱歉告诉你这个噩耗 I'm sorry to be the bearer of such sad tidings.
嗯 真是沉重打击[很棒的毒品] Yes, it's...A great blow.
再见 Goodbye.
老混蛋刚刚去世了 Old bastard's only gone and died.
梅尔罗斯
第一季 第一集
噩耗
伦敦 1982年7月
他怎么死的 How did he die?
忘了问 我当时被喜悦冲昏了头 I forgot to ask, I was too dizzy with glee.
不好意思 我是说被悲痛冲昏了头 I'm sorry, I mean, dazed with grief.
我说你能别摆弄我头发了吗 I wonder could you please stop fiddling with my hair?
我得喝一杯 痛饮一场 I need a drink, a serious drink.
庆祝一下 Let's celebrate.
我们可以出去喝一杯 We could go out for a glass of wine.
或者 你可能没兴趣 Or...you're probably not interested,
格雷戈里和丽贝卡邀请我们去他们家吃晚饭 but we have been invited to Gregory and Rebecca's for dinner.
"苦难总在别人饱腹时降临" "Suffering's what takes place while other people are eating."
谁的话来着 Who said that?
抱歉 我此刻有点失控 I'm sorry. I'm feeling a bit mad at the moment.
你们的关系很复杂 It was a complicated relationship.
需要考虑很多事 There's a lot to think about.
嗯 我也不知道海洛因是否有帮助 Yes, I'm not sure the heroin's helping either.
你这时候还吸毒好吗 Do you think that was a good idea?
当然不好了 Of course it wasn't a good idea!
我不过是想说 I merely meant that perhaps
也许是时候做出改变了 this might be a good time to make a change.
重新开始 Start afresh!
趁你没说把握今朝 我还是赶紧走吧 I'd better leave before you tell me to seize the fucking day.
既然他都死了 Do you think, now he's dead,
你能不能别和他那么如出一辙 that you could be a little less like him?
不大可能 我只会活出两个他 Unlikely. I'll merely have to do the work of two.
黛比 对不起 我不适合与人相处 Debbie, I'm sorry, I'm not fit for human company.
别走 留下 Don't go. Stay.
-回床上来 -不行 - Come back to bed. - I can't.
我听别人说过 You know, I heard it said somewhere that
悲伤本就是一剂春药 grief was meant to be an aphrodisiac.
你觉得这话是真的吗 Do you think that might be true?
想得美 You wish.
你妈怎么接受的 How's your mother taking it?
她在乍得的救助儿童会工作 She's working with Save The Children in Chad.
没人能告诉她 No-one can break the news.
-总是为别人着想 -确实 - Always thinking of others. - Indeed.
-这是什么 -镇定剂 - What's that? - Valium.
这还差不多 That's more like it.
对了 我打算戒毒 By the way, I think I'm going to give up drugs.
你觉得我戒不了 You don't think I can.
-我有点不信 -我之前就戒掉过 - I'm a little skeptical. - I've done it before.
确实 这次会有什么不同 Exactly! What's so different this time?
你都称不上戒掉过 再说了 You're hardly the Rehab-type and besides,
你那么喜欢 you like it too much.
瘾君子得跌入谷底才会放弃 Addicts don't give up until they hit rock bottom,
而你永远不会 and you never will.
-你中毒太深 -你错了 - You're too upholstered. - Well, you're wrong.
我这次会重回正轨 I'm gonna get it right this time.
了不起呢 帕特里克 Well, good for you, Patrick!
至少戒掉可卡因和海洛因 Cocaine and heroin at least.
我得一样一样来 Don't want to run before I can walk.
你还有更多镇定剂吗 To which end, have you got any more Valium?
-帮我戒掉 -抱歉 最后一片 - Help me wean myself off. - Sorry, last one.
请不要误会 Please don't take this the wrong way:
这是否意味着你现在超级有钱了 does this mean you're now fantastically rich?
不 我妈继承了所有财产 No, my mummy's the one with all the money,
而且她还非常健康 and she's very healthy.
"太阳照常升起 一切都没有改变" "And the sun shone, having no alternative."
出自小说《莫菲》 塞缪尔·贝克特著
是该把握今朝了 Well, it's time to seize the fucking day!
再见 Goodbye.
这个也再见 And goodbye.
再见 海洛因 我的老朋友 And goodbye, heroin, my old friend.
人们对于戒毒总是小题大做 People make far too big a deal about getting clean.
不过...航空旅行压力是很大的 On the other hand... air travel can be very stressful.
欢迎来到希思罗机场
祝你好运 Well, good luck.
别在街上乱买毒品 Don't score off the streets.
我不会在任何地方买毒品 I'm not going to score off anywhere.
说真的 约翰尼 你自然是可以随心所欲 Seriously, Johnny. You must do whatever you want,
但如果我要掌控自己的人生 一定是从现在开始 but if I'm to take control of my life, it has to be now.
这是在我身上发生的最重要的一件事 This is one of the most important things to have happened to me
我不想有任何闪失 and I want to get it absolutely right.
真希望我有你的决心 I wish I had your determination.
谢谢你载我过来 Thank you for the lift.
你帮过我很多次 As in so many other occasions,
没有你我熬不到今天 I wouldn't have made it without you.
别客气 两天后再在这见面 你就是... It's a pleasure. I'll see you back here in two days' time:
-一个崭新的人 -焕然一新的人 - A new man. - An entirely new man.
所有刚抵达希思罗机场的旅客 Will all passengers recently arrived from London Heathrow,
请到行李提领处... please make your way to the baggage claim...
出自美国诗人阿尔弗雷德·丁尼生的《莫德：独角戏》诗篇
"死亡 长眠于世 "Dead, long dead.
长眠于世 我的心化成了一把尘土" Long dead! And my heart is a handful of dust."
和...其它的东西 And...something... something else.
天啊 振作点 Oh, for Christ's sake, cheer up.
想点开心的事 Think happy thoughts.
记住你来这里的目的 Remember why you're here.
你是来认领你父亲的遗体的 You're here to collect your father's corpse!
安定开始失效了 现在感觉有点焦躁 Valium's wearing off, feeling just a little twitchy now.
坚持 坚持住 Hold on. Just...hold on.
反胃 紧张 皮肤里好似有蛆虫在蠕动 Queasy, nervous, maggots under the skin,
胃里好像有只溺水的小猫在扑腾 litter of drowning kittens in my stomach.
滚开 Fuck off!
能换个路线吗 Can you take another route?
我真的需要马上到酒店去 I really, really need to get to my hotel.
给你 Here.
梅尔罗斯先生 很高兴又见面了 Mr. Melrose! Good to see you again.
您经常住的套房已经准备好了 Your usual suite is ready.
您还有一则口信 And a message for you.
您母亲打来找您 无口信
还是这么能说 Always eloquent.
请给我送一瓶威士忌 Could you please send up a bottle of whiskey
和大量冰块 and a very great deal of ice-- -
好的 Of course.
电梯在这里 This is the lift.
这是楼层按钮 您住在33层 Here are the buttons. You're on the 33rd floor.
33[大麻] 33!
-我的天 还真是诱惑 -什么 先生 - Christ, talk about temptation. - Beg pardon, sir?
没什么 自言自语 Oh, nothing. Just talking to myself.
这是走廊 This is the hallway.
您的房间在这里 房号是3318 Here is your room. 3318.
这是您的钥匙 This is your key.
钥匙好使呢 It works!
开始了 接下来你也知道了 Here we go, you know the drill.
又是一次在国外酒店房间中的戒断过程 Another withdrawal in a foreign hotel room.
浴室灯开关 Bathroom light.
电视在这里 开关在这里 Here's your TV, turn it on here.
这样换台 And this is how you change channels.
好的 我之前用过电视机 Yes, I have used a television before.
出现妄想 抽筋 想自杀 Paranoia, cramps, suicidal thoughts...
谢谢 Thank you.
不过 至少这是最后一次了 Still, at least it's the last time.
或是某个最后一次 Or among the last times.
这次不会了 这次不一样 Not this time. This time it's different.
没被关起来 就像喷火器一样专注 No prisoners. Concentration like a flame-thrower.
新的一天 新的开始 New day, new beginning.
诀窍是不去想它 The trick is not to think about it.
怎么可能不去想它 How can you not think about it?
这就像房间着火时不去想着 It's like not wanting to get out of a wheelchair
从轮椅上站起来 when the room's on fire.
天呐 Oh, God.
想要城里最上等的海洛因 For the best heroin in town,
只需打给皮埃尔 电话5551726 simple call Pierre, 555-1726.
皮埃尔 电话5551726 That's Pierre, 555-1726.
别去想它 Don't think about it.
帕特里克 Patrick!
什么事 保姆 Yes, Nanny?
年轻人 你需要的是在公园中散散步 What you need, young man, is a nice walk in the park.
不过不能吸海洛因 No smack, though!
丑话先说在前面 I want to make that absolutely clear!
不 保姆 不吸海洛因 我发誓 No, Nanny. No smack, I swear.
有安眠酮吗 Got any Quaaludes?
当然 我有安眠酮 莱蒙714的 Sure, I got Quaaludes. Lemmon 714s,
每片5美元 five dollars each.
我不能一下什么都戒掉 I can hardly be expected to give up everything at once.
我要五片 不 六片好了 有安非他命吗 I'll take five, no, six. What about speed?
你买安非他命干什么 你疯了吗 Why the hell are you buying speed? Are you mad?
我有些"黑美人"[二安安非他命] 药用的 Yo. I got some Black Beauties, man. They're pharmaceutical.
你是说你自制的 Meaning you made them yourself?
-我是说药效很棒 -别买安非他命 - Meaning they're good. - Do not buy any speed.
我要三片 冲动消费 Give me three. Impulse buy.
-你是英国人 对吗 -是的 - Ooh, you're British, right? - That's right.
你穿这外套不热吗 Ain't you hot in that coat?
我听说英国有免费的海洛因 I hear they give you free heroin there?
-别烦他 -也不是完全免费 - Don't bother the man. - Well, not exactly free.
把外套脱了 你出汗了 Take your coat off, man, you sweating.
想买点海洛因吗 英国佬 Wanna buy some smack, British guy?
我还有可卡因 好货 I got cocaine too, real good shit.
我说了别来烦他 I said don't bother him.
我相信 但我已经戒了那个 I don't doubt it, but I've given that up!
要喝水吞服 Yo, man, you need some water, man.
我又不是新手了 I'm not an amateur.
明天再来 Yo, you come back here tomorrow!
殡仪馆
有什么需要吗 先生 Can I help you, sir?
我是过来认领遗体的 Yes, I've come to see the corpse.
抱歉 能给我一杯水吗 我 Sorry, can I have a glass of water? I--
有一大片药卡在我的... I have a large pill stuck in my--
口水不够 Not enough saliva...
现在 Now.
我是来认领大卫·梅尔罗斯的遗体的 I've come to see the corpse of David Melrose.
梅尔罗斯先生在走廊尽头 You'll find Mr. Melrose at the end of the corridor.
帕特里克 赶紧过来 Patrick! Come here! Right now!
水星 金星 地球 火星 Mercury, Venus, Earth, Mars...
木星 土星 天王星 ..Jupiter, Saturn, Uranus,
-喝马天尼吗 先生 -不 谢谢 - Martini, sir? - What? Er... No, thank you.
莫吉托 薄荷朱利酒 古典鸡尾酒 Mojito? Mint Julep? Old-fashioned?
你是怎么认识赫尔曼的 Oh, how did you know Hermann?
真他妈难以置信 I can't fucking believe it!
注意点 Whoa, there!
遗体搞错了 Wrong fucking corpse!
-你确定吗 -死亡能改变所有人 - Are you sure? - Death transforms us all,
但还没强大到把我父亲变成一个小犹太人 but it's not so powerful as to turn my father into a small Jew.
再查查 Try again.
但楼里没别的派对了 But we don't have another party in the building.
我不想参加派对 我想见大卫·梅尔罗斯 I don't want to go to a party, I want to see David Melrose!
-这是正确的房间 -谢谢 - This is the correct room. - Thank you.
-请向...道歉 -不不不 - And please apologize to-- - No, no, no.
这种时候大家都情绪激动 It's an emotional time.
嗯 所以我吃了片安眠酮 Yes, that's why I took a Quaalude
不过肯定没效 but it must have been a dud.
-很遗憾 -我能待会就带走他吗 - Oh, I'm sorry to hear that. - Can I pick him up later?
我想尽快离开纽约 如果可能的话 I would like to get away from New York if at all possible.
你父亲的骨灰明天下午才能好 Your father's ashes will be available tomorrow afternoon.
明白 没办法加急吗 I see. No chance of a rush job?
我就不打扰你了 I'll leave you alone with him.
拜托 拜托 Come on. Come on. Come on.
办好这事 Get this right.
是...是爸爸吗 Is it...Is it Dad?
真的是 正是我想要的 It is! It's just what I wanted!
你太客气了 You shouldn't have!
该死 爸爸 你在棺材里干什么 Fucking hell, Dad. What are you doing in a coffin?
这里怎么了 What happened here?
你不想死 对吧 You didn't want to go, did you?
你知道你会死 你是对的 You knew you were going to die and you were right.
那是什么感觉 What did that feel like?
痛苦还是愤怒 Pain or rage?
你当时怕吗 Were you scared?
老天 我希望如此 Christ, I hope so.
不 不 No. No.
不 不 不 No, no, no!
操 Fuck.
你真悲哀 爸 You're so fucking sad, Dad, man,
现在你想让我也伤心 and now you're trying to make me sad too. Boo-hoo.
祝你霉运 Well, bad luck.
你好 帕特里克 Hello, Patrick.
怎么了 What's up?
你在发抖 You're shaking.
怎么了 帕特里克 What is it, Patrick?
那你妈妈呢 你想告诉你妈妈吗 What about your mother? Do you want to tell your mother?
我马上回来 我保证 Okay, I'll be right back. I promise.
看上去真有意思 Well, that looks fun.
抗生素 Antibiotics.
-帕特里克 我很遗憾[抱歉] -我也是 - Patrick. I am so sorry. - I'm sorry too.
准时是我从我爸那 Punctuality is one of the smaller vices
遗传的一个小恶习 I've inherited from my father.
我想你知道我说的不是那个 I think you know that's not what I meant.
请给我伯爵茶 谢谢 Oh, tea, please, Earl Grey.
-再来一杯这个 -好的 - And another of these? - Certainly.
对我来说 已经是晚上9点 For me, it's nine o'clock.
对你来说 永远都是晚上9点 For you, it's always nine o'clock.
不管了 我也要一杯马天尼 谢谢 What the hell - a martini for me too, please.
-你有去... -太平间吗 - So, have you been to... - The mortuary?
去了 我见过他的最美的样子 Yes, yes, the best I've ever seen him.
我不想给你泼冷水 Well, I don't wanna disillusion you,
但当他们给你骨灰时 but when they give you the ashes,
那些其实是焚尸炉底部的 they're really just the communal rakings
-共有残灰 -好消息啊 - from the bottom of the oven. - That's good news!
最好全是别人的 Ideally they'd all belong to someone else. Hm.
我小的时候 他常带我们去几家餐厅 When I was young, he used to take us to restaurants -
我说几家餐厅 I say restaurants in the plural,
因为我们总是至少会进出三家 because we never stormed in and out of less than three.
我记得有一次他倒着拿了一瓶红葡萄酒 I remember one occasion he held a bottle of claret upside down
酒水汨汨流到地毯上 as the contents gurgle out onto the carpet.
"你怎么敢给我上这种污物" "How dare you bring me this filth?"
至少他现在在一个他不能抱怨的地方 Well, at least he's somewhere he can't complain about.
我原本有点期待他会像日落时的吸血鬼一样 I half expected him to sit upright in the coffin
从棺材里坐起来 like a vampire at sunset.
"这也能叫棺材 这里的服务简直无法容忍" "Call this a coffin? The service here is intolerable!"
跟你说下 服务确实无法容忍 Mind you, the service was intolerable.
他们让我去看了错的遗体 They sent me to the wrong corpse.
-错的遗体 -是的 - The wrong corpse? - Yes.
讽刺的是我爸的遗体很难找 Ironic that my father's remains were so hard to find,
而我身上却处处有他的影子 when I have no trouble discovering them in myself.
很高兴见到你 安妮 It's good to see you, Anne.
我确实需要见到一张友好的面孔 I did need to see a friendly face.
他是个复杂难懂的人 Well...he was a complicated man.
所以我 Which is why I was...
今天很想和你谈谈 ..So keen to talk to you today.
-安眠酮起效了 -帕特里克 你还好吗 - Here come the Quaaludes. - Patrick, are you okay?
时差反应 Jet-lag...kicking in.
-你想躺下吗 -不 别大惊小怪 - You wanna go lie down? - No, let's not exaggerate.
就是有点困 Just a little sleepy.
抗生素 The antibiotics.
失陪 Excuse me.
梅尔罗斯先生 Mr. Melrose!
没事吧 All good?
闹时差反应 Very jet-lagged.
该死 Fuck.
这能骗过他们 That'll fool 'em!
上帝啊 Oh, good God.
-你去厕所干嘛了 -我用水洗了把脸 - What happened to you in there? - I splashed my face with water!
-什么水 -非常提神的水 - What kind of water? - Very refreshing water.
帕特里克 坐下 你让我好紧张 Patrick, please sit down, you're making me nervous.
是是 常有人这么说 Yes, yes, people say this.
帕特里克 我真的想道歉 Patrick, I really wanted to apologize.
当初我在楼梯发现你时 When I found you on the stairs--
-不不 别这样 -我保证会... - No, no, not this. - I promised I'd get your--
撤退 逃跑 脱离 脱离 Retreat, escape, eject, eject!
我向你保证 我已经忘了这回事了 And I promise you, I've forgotten all about it.
-服务生呢 -你看上去很痛苦 - Where is our waiter? - You seemed in distress.
你以前总这样 你母亲也是 You always did. Your mother too.
那间房子里有一股异样的气氛 There was such an atmosphere in that house.
我应该多做点什么的 And I should've done more.
对不起 我得走了 I'm sorry. I... I really have to go.
什么 我们都没... What? We've barely--
我得在五点前赶到律师那儿 有文件要签 I have to be at the solicitor's by five. Papers to sign.
-真的吗 但我们才... -真让人来气 是吧 - Really? But we've only just-- - Maddening, isn't it?
但你懂的 官僚主义 But, you know, bureaucracy.
我只能做这么多 所以... There's only so much I can do, so uh...
听着 我很感激 你对我一直很好 Look, I am grateful. You were always very kind to me,
从小就是 我很感激 ever since I was young and I'm very grateful.
但我现在真得走了 But I... I really... I really must be going now.
再见 Bye. Bye!
我们攻下亚喀巴了 We've taken Aqaba!
先生 Sir?
再来一杯提神的马提尼 I'll have another of your very refreshing martinis,
一些鞑靼三文鱼 再来一份鞑靼牛排 and some salmon tartare followed by steak tartare -
鞑靼鞑靼 要辣的 非常辣 tartare-tartare, spicy, very spicy.
还有酒单 And your wine list.
好样的 帕特里克 吃点固体食物 Good boy, Patrick. Get something solid inside you.
-安静点 保姆 -有朋友要来吗 - Do be quiet, Nanny. - Will...someone be joining you?
我操 希望没有 Fucking hell, I hope not!
宁缺毋滥 只要最好 Only the best or go without!
看见没 酒还有用 You see? That still works.
一切都在控制之中 Everything is under control.
非常好 谢谢 Very good, thank you.
但这不是海洛因 But it's not heroin.
大多数正在激进戒掉海洛因 Most people, withdrawing from heroin, high on speed,
又受到安眠酮和时差影响的人 cudgeled by Quaaludes and jet-lag
可能会不敢进食 但我不一样 might balk at the idea of food, but not I.
我进食不是由于贪婪 而是热情 I eat not from greed but from passion!
闭嘴好吗 Do shut up, will you?
-不是说你 是别人 -您想要[照顾]甜点吗 - Not you...someone else. - Would sir care for a dessert?
照顾它 你怎么照顾甜点 Care for it? How do you care for a dessert?
喂它吃的 周末去看它 Feed it? Visit it on Sundays?
我要个奶油布丁 一瓶渣酿白兰地 I'll have a crème brûlée and a Marc de Bourgogne.
但这仍然不是海洛因 对吗 But it's still not heroin, is it?
海洛因就是骑兵 是缺失的椅腿 Heroin's the cavalry, the missing chair leg.
海洛因是爱 只需打给555-1276... Heroin is love. Simply call 555-1726--
闭嘴 Shut up!
-一切还好吗 先生 -你问好几遍了 - Everything okay, sir? - You keep asking that.
但怎么可能一切都好 一切... But how can everything be okay? It's simply too much--
因为有些客人投诉了 Because, there have been some complaints.
你是说那些声音不只存在我的脑海里 You mean the voices aren't just in my head?
该死 也许我应该... Fuck! Perhaps I ought to get the erm...
能劳烦你给我二十五美分 I don't suppose I could trouble you
用来打电话吗 for a quarter for the telephone?
这样 Here's the deal.
如果他接电话了 就只买够入眠的海洛因 If he answers, score just enough smack to sleep
再留点给明天早上就行 and a little for the morning.
就这样 如果他没接 就不要买 That's all. And if he doesn't answer, no smack at all.
留给命运决定 Leave it to fate.
好主意 Good idea.
555-1726 555-1726.
我是皮埃尔 This is Pierre.
现在不方便接电话 I can't come to the phone, right now--
去你的 命运 该死 Fuck you, fate! Fuck, fuck.
该死 该死的命运 操你妈 Fuck, fucking fate, fuck, fuck!
天啊 Oh, God.
好了 我们到了 Okay, man, we're here!
-这不是什么好地方 -我正指望着呢 - This is a bad place, y'know. - That's what I'm relying on.
在这儿等我 Just wait here for me.
疯了吧 我才不要在这等人 Crazy man. I'm not waiting here!
该死 Fuck.
你想要什么 伙计 想找什么 What you want, man? What you looking for?
-海洛因 -操 - Smack. - Shit.
-你是警察吗 -显然不是 - You a policeman? - Certainly not.
我是英国人 你能带我去洛丽塔家吗 I'm an Englishman. Can you take me to Loretta's?
当然 我可以带你去 Sure, I can take you to Loretta's.
这边 This way.
你想要 是吗 You want it, don't cha?
别捅他 别捅他 Don't stick him! Don't stick him!
别捅他 别捅他 别捅他 Don't stick him! Don't stick him! Don't stick him!
别捅他 Don't stick him!
他是我的人 He... He's my man.
-你好 奇力 -我不知道你认识奇力 - Hello, Chilly! - I didn't know you knew Chilly.
这世界没多大 Yeah, well, it's a small world.
你刚才真打算捅我吗 Were you really going to stab me?
我当然会捅你 Sure I was gonna stab you!
看 Here.
我叫马克 My name's Mark.
谢谢你 马克 谢谢你没捅我 Well, thank you, Mark, for not stabbing me!
你去哪了 帕特里克 Where you been, Patrick?
就那样吧 Oh, here and there.
-你能带我去洛丽塔那吗 -好的 往这 - Can you take me to Loretta's? - Yeah, it's...
不 这里走 No. It's this way.
-哥们 你看着不错 -我感觉可不太好 - Man, you look good! - I don't feel good.
-谁在外面 -奇力·威利 - Who is it? - Chilly Willy.
-你要多少 -五十 - How much you want? - 50.
六十吧 sixty.
威利太太最近如何 奇力 身体好吗 So how's Mrs. Willy, Chilly? Is she well?
给你 Here.
宝贝 宝贝 Hey, baby, baby, baby.
看我带什么回来了 Look what I got!
你改造了这房间 它看起来不一样了 You've done something to the room. It's different.
-哪不一样 -着火了 - What's different? - It got on fire.
我就知道有事 I knew there was something.
奇力说你可能有新的注射器 Chilly says you might have a new syringe.
其实不算新 但我用开水消毒过了 Well, it ain't exactly new, but I've boiled it and everything.
会很钝吗 Is it very blunt?
天啊 这不是注射器 这就是打气筒 Christ, that's not a syringe, it's a bicycle pump.
别 好吧 No, alright, alright.
-多少钱 -两包粉 - How much? - Two bags.
我能借用你的厕所吗 Could I possibly use your bathroom?
拜托 Come on.
天啊 Oh, God...
妈的 Shit. Fuck!
去他妈的 For fuck's sake!
不是我说 奇力 你得换个新灯泡了 Might I suggest, Chilly, that you invest in a new light bulb?
白干一场 我没扎到血管 Hardly worth the effort, I missed the vein.
你 You...
该带上手电筒 should have used the flashlight.
多谢你告诉我 我要更好的工具 奇力 Well, thanks for telling me! I need better works, Chilly.
奇力 奇力 Chilly. Chilly!
妈的 Fuck.
好吧 我们来好好干 Right, then, let's do this properly.
宁缺毋滥 只要最好 Only the best or go without.
哥伦比亚可卡因和中国白粉 Columbian cocaine and then China White.
拜托 皮埃尔 快接电话 Come on, Pierre. Just be there, will you?
555-1726 555-1726.
-喂 -皮埃尔 是你吗 - Âllo? - Pierre? Is that really you?
-你是谁 -伦敦的帕特里克 - Who is this? - Patrick from London.
我... 睡不着 I'm...having trouble sleeping.
二十分钟 20 minutes.
-还好吗 -外头简直糟透了 - Ça va? - It's a nightmare out there.
他是什么样的人 So...what was he like?
我爸吗 My father?
他可是个活宝 人中之龙 he was a kitten. A prince among men.
他极有手腕 本来能当上首相 He had very artistic hands. Could have been Prime Minister.
他是政治家吗 He was a politician?
不不不 只是个玩笑 No, no, no, it was sort of a joke.
在他眼中 如果你能当首相 In his world, it was better
或是当外科医生和钢琴家什么的 if you could have been Prime Minister,
就是件好事 or a...surgeon, or a concert pianist.
尽力并且实现一些 To have tried and actually achieved something
普罗大众的目标 would have shown vulgar ambition.
他死了你难过吗 Tu regrettes qu'il soit mort?
我难过他曾活过 I regret he lived.
如果没有他... Mais sans lui...
就没有你 you wouldn't exist.
人不能在这种事上太过考虑自己 One mustn't be too egotistical about these things.
来试试可卡因 Now for the cocaine.
我本来试着戒过的 I had been trying to give this up.
-现在... -天啊 - Now... - Oh, God.
注射海洛因 ..Take...the heroin!
天啊 天啊 Oh, God. Oh, God.
我真的在莱斯班潜过水 Truly I have dined in Les Bains...
我还在喀土穆潜过水 I've also dined in, uh...Khartoum.
凶巴巴的小妈妈 When the ferocious young mummy
给我端了盘人肉 offered me a dish of human flesh,
我没法装出自己 I did not allow prudishness
不想再来第三份 to prevent me from requesting a third portion.
其实我没有... 人肉 Indeed, I did not-- Human flesh?
我问你 后来呢 I ask you, what next? Hm!
你一直都是个奇怪的男孩 You always were a strange boy.
今晚的主菜还有份免费沙拉 Tonight's special includes a free salad
哥伦比亚可卡因 Columbian cocaine,
配上了强劲的中国白粉 nestling on a bed of wild baby Chinese White Heroin...
我跟你说过那些贵族的肮脏手段 I tell you about the aristocracy and their filthy ways.
别 别想这个 什么肮脏手段 Don't, don't, don't think about it. What filthy ways?
你不会发现保姆说的那些校外的故事 You won't find Nanny telling tales out of school.
我得守口如瓶 但我能告诉你那些故事 My lips are sealed. But, oh, the stories I could tell you!
求你了 别说了 快停下 Please, please, please make it stop!
求你了 求你了 快停下 Please, please, please make it stop!
现在我想让你聆听静谧 Now, I want you to listen to the silence.
你能听见吗 沉入静谧中 Can you hear it? Become part of the silence.
好极了 现在我要你想象一座宝塔 Good. Now I want you to visualize a pagoda.
你看见了吗 是不是很美 Can you see it? Beautiful, isn't it?
没错 罗恩 很美 Yes, yes, Ron, it is. It's beautiful.
我要你走进去 帕特里克 Now I want you to step into it, Patrick.
里面有什么东西吗 Is there something in there?
对 帕特里克 你爸妈在里面 Yes, Patrick. Your mum and dad.
爸爸妈妈 Mum and Dad?
我要你走到你妈面前 I want you to go up to your mother
再跟她说 "妈妈 我爱你" and I want you to say to her: "I love you, Mummy."
妈 我真的很爱你 Mum, I really love you.
很好 拥抱她 That's good, now embrace her.
感觉不错吧 Feels good, doesn't it?
对 感觉很好 Yes, it feels so good.
我要你走到你爸面前对他说: I want you to go up to your father and say:
"但你相反 我无法原谅你" "You, on the other hand, I cannot forgive."
但你相反 我无法原谅你 滚开 You, on the other hand, I cannot forgive. Fuck off.
很好 现在拿起手枪打爆他的脑袋 Good, now take a revolver and shoot his fucking brains out.
如果你敢告诉你妈妈 If you ever tell your mother,
或任何人 关于今天的事... or anyone else, about today...
我就把你砍成两半 ..I will snap you in two!
你们都去死吧 Fuck off, all of you!
那就注射海洛因吧 来吧 So take the heroin, then. Take it now.
喂 喂 帕特里克 Hello? Hello, Patrick?
妈妈 Mother?
你听得到吗 Can you hear me?
帕特里克 我听说了 Patrick, I heard the news.
-我不知道该说什么 -妈妈 - I don't know what to say. - Mother?
-喂 -喂 是我 - Hello? - Hello! It's me!
-操 -你听上去好像刚醒 - Fuck! - You sound sleepy.
你在睡觉吗 Are you sleeping?
我把你吵醒了吗 Have I woken you up?
对不起 对不起 Oh. So sorry, sorry, sorry.
现在是早上五点半 It's five-thirty in the morning.
我以为你有时差 肯定很早就醒了 Well, I thought with the jet-lag you'd be pacing the room.
你在酒店吗 Are you at the hotel?
你打的就是酒店的座机... Given that you've phoned me here--
我只是想说 我一晚上都在担心你 I merely meant, I have been up all night worrying about you
想知道你怎么样了 and wanted to know how you are.
你是说我又吸毒了吗 You mean have I taken any drugs?
不 不仅仅是问这个 No. Not just that.
为什么 你吸了吗 Why? Have you?
我整晚都在注射可卡因和海洛因 Well, I've been shooting cocaine and heroin all night.
-这算吗 -这是个好主意吗 - Does that count? - Was that a good idea?
以后 我们能否说好 不 这不是个好主意 In the future, can we agree that, no, it is not a good idea?
我以为...我真的以为你能改变 I thought... I really thought you'd be able to make a change.
我也是 但显然我做不到 Yeah. Me, too. But apparently that's not an option.
你不该一个人的 You shouldn't be alone.
我已经帮你安排和别人一起共进晚餐 I have arranged for you to have dinner with someone.
不 黛比 这不是你的什么晚餐派对 No, Debbie, this is not one of your dinner parties.
我现在情绪很不稳 It's a very emotional time.
不适合去和别人见面 I'm not in a fit state to see anyone.
你该和在乎你的人一起 You need to be with people who care about you,
我已经和玛丽安说好了 and I've already fixed it with Marianne.
-玛丽安 -我的大学同学 - Marianne? - My old university friend.
你曾经在她家厕所晕过去 他们只能把门卸下来 You passed out in her loo. They had to take the doors off.
-记得吗 -那个玛丽安啊 - Remember? - Oh, that Marianne.
她很想见你 七点半后什么时候都行 She'd love to see you. Any time after seven-thirty.
我会把地址传给给你 I've faxed you the address.
我和我爸爸的几个狐朋狗友喝了几杯 但是... I've got drinks with my father's awful friends but...
我等会儿再看吧 I'll see whether I'm up to it later.
记住 我...我爱你 Remember, I... I do love you.
帕特里克 Patrick?
玛丽安 玛丽安 玛丽安 Marianne, Marianne, Marianne.
帕特里克 看到你真好 Hi, Patrick. It's so nice to see you.
和能理解我的人说上话真是太好了 It's so wonderful to talk to someone who understands.
没有冰 简直难以忍受 No ice! This is intolerable!
一切都不对 一切都完蛋了 Everything's wrong, everything's hopelessly fucked up!
冰 劳驾送点美妙的冰块过来 Ice! Must have more of your delicious ice, por favor!
3318房间 Room 3318.
该死 Shit.
依然保持锋利 And still remain razor-sharp.
还能奢求什么 这是永远不会钝的刀 What's more, it's a knife that will last forever.
你愿意花多少钱买这种刀呢 How much would you pay for a knife like this?
在你回答之前 听好了 Before you answer, listen.
还会附送一把让雕刻成为乐趣的叉子 It comes with a matching fork to make carving a pleasure.
等等 还有更多呢 Wait, there's much, much more.
我们还会为您准备一套六合一厨房工具 We also want you to have this six-in-one kitchen tool.
能够削胡萝卜 土豆 It peels and slivers carrots, peels potatoes
还能切出薄如蝉翼的土豆片 and slices paper-thin potato chips.
-这套完美的... -这不是我的胳膊 - This amazing... - These aren't my arms.
奶酪和美丽的装饰蔬菜 ..Cheese and makes beautiful decorative vegetables.
你同意吗 Do you agree?
做好准备 Pip, pip! Be prepared.
-帕特里克 非常准时 -乔治 - Patrick. Bang on time. - George!
和你父亲一样 他可是非常为你自豪 Just like your father. He was very, very proud of you.
-你应该知道 -你好 小家伙 - I expect you know that. - Hello, little man.
我很遗憾 你肯定很难过 I'm sorry for your loss. You must be feeling ghastly.
你的眼睛怎么了 难缠的妞吗 What happened to your eye? Girl trouble?
现在我有责任在道德上引导你... Now that I'm responsible for your moral guidance--
不是这样 我在飞机上感染了眼疾 No, nothing like that. I picked something up on the plane.
眼罩很适合你 很不羁 It suits you. Very raffish.
-你绝对会融入这里的 -没错 - You'll fit right in here. - Yes!
我觉得你会喜欢这个地方的 I think you'll find this place amusing.
你爸爸当初就很喜欢 I mean, your father did.
这里有你在英格兰已经找不到的东西 It has all the things that you can't find in England anymore.
你喝过公牛子弹酒吗 Have you had a Bullshot?
-没有 -侍应生 侍应生 - No. - Waiter, waiter!
-是 先生 -三杯公牛子弹酒 谢谢 - Yes, sir? - Three Bullshots, please.
我邀请了巴兰坦·摩根 I've invited Ballantine Morgan,
不过我怀疑他是个讨厌的家伙 though I suspect he's the most frightful bore.
他的家族有一家银行 至少据我所知 His family own a bank. At least I think they do.
我问过了 I've asked the question,
但是想要他回答太难了 but it's so hard to listen to his fucking answers.
-到了 -大家都到了 - Here we are. - The gang's all here.
-这是巴兰坦·摩根 -我对你父亲的死深表遗憾 - This is Ballantine Morgan. - So sorry about your father.
我不认识他 但是乔治告诉我 I didn't know him personally but from what George tells me,
他是个很优秀的英国绅士 he was a great English gentleman!
乔治 你都怎么和他说的 George! What have you been telling him?
只说了你父亲有多么优秀 Only what an exceptional man your father was.
我从来没见过他那样的人 Well, I never met anybody quite like him.
他拒绝妥协 He refused to compromise!
"宁缺毋滥 只要最好" "Nothing but the best, or go without!"
我很同意 I quite agree!
还有一句 "永不道歉 永不解释" "Never apologize, never explain". That was another one.
"洞察全局 不要相信任何人" "Observe everything, Trust no-one."
-有哲理 -"不要尝试 努力太庸俗" - All very wise. - "Never try, effort's vulgar."
"十八世纪比现在好多了" "Things were better in the 18th century."
还有 "鄙视一切女性 尤其是你母亲" and, "Despise all women, but your mother most of all."
我们的公牛子弹酒来了 Here are our Bullshots!
牛肉汤加伏特加 喝多了才会喜欢 Beef consommé and vodka; something of an acquired taste.
我已经喜欢上了 再来一杯 谢谢 I've acquired it! Another, please.
他父亲钢琴弹得非常好 His father was a very impressive pianist.
-都是大杂烩 -说话也很厉害 - If you like pastiche. - And in conversation too.
那就要看了 有些人不喜欢他持续不断的粗鲁 That depends. Some people don't like uninterrupted rudeness,
-至少有人是这么告诉我的 -什么人 - or so I'm told. - Who are these people?
的确 我确实有一次让他不要那么好辩 It's true, I did once ask him to stop being so argumentative.
-他说什么 -让我滚开 - What did he say? - Told me to bugger off!
真是一群忠诚的猎犬啊 What a lot of faithful gun dogs.
-什么 -那儿 - Sorry? - There.
你喜欢打猎吗 帕特里克 Are you...interested in hunting, Patrick?
老天 又开始了 Oh, Christ, here we go.
我觉得他可能会想听听打猎故事 I thought he might be interested in a story.
但你从来没有想过 The thought you never have is
可能有人不想听 that someone might not be interested.
我要打这只坦噶尼喀野山羊 I'd shot this Tanganyikan mountain goat -
那个物种的最后一只雄性 the last male of its species,
当然了 是一种又苦又甜的感觉 which, of course, was a rather bittersweet moment.
羊一定会这么觉得的 For the goat, certainly.
我这也有个打猎故事 巴兰坦 我父亲讲的 I've got a hunting story for you, Ballantine, from my father.
-尼古拉斯你听过的 -悠着点 帕特里克 - Nicholas, you know the one. - Steady on, Patrick.
-够了 -二十年代的时候 - Enough now. - Father was a cavalry officer
父亲是个骑兵军官 外派到了印度 stationed in India in the 1920s,
他喜欢去打野猪 用长矛快速穿过 and he used to go pig-sticking, galloping through the high grass
高高的草丛 猎杀野猪 with a lance, hunting wild boar.
这些野猪非常危险 Very dangerous, these wild boar.
它们能拽倒一匹马 They could take down a horse,
撞死骑士 但也很刺激 and gore a rider to death - but thrilling too.
有一次去打猎 唯一的瑕疵就是 Anyway, the only blemish on this particular trip...
我几岁听到这个故事的来着 八岁 I think I heard this story when I was, what, eight?
就是有一个人被野狗咬了 ..was that one of the hunting party was bitten by a wild dog
然后出现了狂犬病的症状 and developed the symptoms of rabies.
在最近的医院里待了三天之后 这帮打猎的 Three days from the nearest hospital and this hunting party
法官和将军们决定把他们 of judges and generals decided to truss up
口吐白沫 剧烈挣扎的朋友扔到网兜里 their foaming, thrashing friend in a net
然后吊到半空中 and hoist him off the ground.
晚餐上了 Dinner was served...
灯笼高挂 银器闪耀 Lanterns down the table, gleam of silver,
侍者训练有素 well-trained servants.
但没有人听着那种尖叫还能享受晚餐 But none of us could quite enjoy dinner with all that screaming.
所以我从桌边站起来 So I got up from the table,
拿来了我的手枪 走到那个狂犬病人面前 fetched my pistol, went over to the rabid man
一枪爆头 and shot him in the head.
这对他来说是最好的方式了 Much the kindest thing to do.
所有人都同意 Everyone agreed.
到头来 Eventually.
而那次 我觉得 And that, I think,
是我跟医药的不解之缘的开始 was the beginning of my love affair with medicine.
失陪一下 Excuse me.
你就不能去隔间里吗 You might have used the stall!
好主意 Good idea.
天哪 老爸 Oh, Christ. Dad.
我得去拿老爸的骨灰 靠 I've got to pick up Dad. Fuck.
抱歉 Excuse me.
你好 你好 Hello. Hello?
拜托 我父亲在你们这里 Please. You have my father!
-抱歉我们关门了 -不 - I'm afraid we're closed. - No.
-我现在就要他的骨灰 -抱歉 - I need his remains now. - I'm sorry.
我明天一早的飞机 我不能不带着他离开 I'm flying first thing. And I can't leave without him!
是... 大卫·梅尔罗斯 It's... David Melrose.
求你了 Please?
我能再要一个纸袋吗 Could I possibly trouble you for a paper bag?
现在 去找玛丽安 Now, Marianne.
我怀揣半克可卡因 五分之一克海洛因 I have half a gram of coke, a fifth of heroin,
一颗安眠酮 一颗黑美人 one Quaalude, one Black Beauty.
几句防止冷场的台词 A few lines to get the conversation flowing,
一颗给玛丽安的安眠酮 撩起她的兴致 a Quaalude for Marianne to get her in the mood.
或许不能得手 Perhaps pity is the way,
那样的话就用在降落的时候 在飞机上睡一觉 in which case use it for the comedown, sleep on the plane.
上帝啊 你太厉害了 My God, you're good.
然后你就到家了 多亏了协和式飞机 Then you're home, thank Christ for Concorde.
约翰尼在等你 然后 Johnny will be waiting and...
到时候再说吧 Well, let's see.
你好 我是帕特里克 玛丽安的朋友 Hello, I'm Patrick, Marianne's friend.
南希 南希·班克斯 我们见过 Nancy, Nancy Banks. We have met.
是的 当然了 Yes, of course. Oh!
抱歉 我有点心不在焉 因为... Sorry, bit distracted. It's just em...
我知道 玛丽安告诉我们了 这就是他吗 Yes, Marianne told us. Is that him?
我去告诉孔苏埃拉又多一个人吃晚饭了 I'll tell Consuela there'll be one more for dinner!
玛丽安 Marianne!
她都等不及想见你了 She is dying to see you!
杰里 你记得帕特里克吧 可爱黛比的男朋友 Jerry, you remember Patrick, lovely Debbie's boyfriend.
我在你们的浴室里晕倒了 I turned blue in your bathroom.
-我们不得不把门拆了 -是的 - We had to take the door off! - Yes!
-快进来 快进来 -就是我 - Come in, come in! - 'Tis I.
玛丽安说他是个事迹卓越的人 Marianne says he was a remarkable man.
那你真该去听听他的事迹 You should have heard the remarks.
你们的关系很艰难吗 帕特里克 Was it a difficult relationship, Patrick?
是的 南希 很艰难 Yes, Nancy. Yes, it was.
-矛盾什么时候开始的 -1906年6月9日 - When did the trouble start? - 9th June, 1906.
他出生的那天 The day he was born.
那个时候的父爱和现在很不一样 Well, fatherhood was very different in those days.
是的 或许他只是不知道如何表达他的爱 Yes, perhaps he just didn't know how to express his love?
残暴是爱的对立面 Cruelty is the opposite of love,
不是什么笨拙的表达爱的方式 not some inarticulate expression of it.
听上去没错 That sounds about right to me.
玛丽安 Oh, Marianne...
不过 我不用为此担心 Although, that's not something I've ever had to worry about.
-你好 帕特里克 -你好 - Hi, Patrick. - Hello.
对于令尊的去世 我深感遗憾 I'm so, so sorry for your loss.
你就是我的解药 You're the answer.
你就是拯救我的人 你不明白吗 You're the one to save me, can't you tell?
我愿葬身于此 I want to be buried here.
如果我能拥有你 我就永生戒毒 If I could have you, I'd give up drugs forever.
天啊 Goodness!
或者至少和一位尤物共同吸食 Or at least have someone attractive to take them with.
能与我共进晚餐吗 请答应我 Can we go out to dinner? Please say yes!
这地方你觉得还好吗 Does this look alright to you?
当然 我喜欢亚美尼亚菜 Absolutely. I love Armenian.
你穿着外套不会热吗 Are you gonna be hot in your coat?
如果你不喜欢你的话 那 If it makes you feel uncomfortable, then...
-有一点 -好的 脱掉 - A little. - Well, off it comes.
或许我也该脱掉我的眼罩 Perhaps I should take my eye-patch off too...
还是戴着吧 两杯马提尼 谢谢 I'll leave it on. Two martinis, please.
-一杯 我不喝酒 -你不喝酒吗 - One. I don't drink. - Don't you?
不祥征兆 非常不妙 Bad sign. Very, very bad.
我觉得酒会让人头脑不清神经麻木 I find it blurs the edges and dulls the senses.
你的意思是 Your point being?
我完全同意 I absolutely agree.
我一般也不喝 但毕竟是悲痛时期 I don't usually either but, you know - grief.
说点什么 记得怎么约会吗 Say something, remember how this is done,
别说谎话和自取其辱的话 Something other than lies or ridicule or contempt.
黛比让我代她问好 Debbie sends her love.
-别说这个 你个傻子 -黛比真贴心 - Not that, you fucking idiot! - Sweet Debbie.
-她怎么样啊 -她是个好姑娘 - How is she? - Oh, she's a great girl.
非常支持我 Very, very supportive.
换个话题啊 Change the subject.
她告诉我你正读法学 She tells me you're studying law.
没错 在哥伦比亚大学 That's right! At Columbia.
很难 但我喜欢 It's really tough, but I love it.
我也想过学法律 I once thought about studying law.
想想我自己处于《十二怒汉》的场景 Imagined myself in Twelve Angry Men, terrifically articulate,
发音标准 纠正过错 righting wrongs--
你本能成为一名优秀的律师 You'd have been a wonderful lawyer.
-谢谢 -你真的应该做律师 - Thank you. - You absolutely should do it!
为什么不呢 Why don't you?
因为勤奋和野心是庸俗的 'Cause hard work and ambition are vulgar.
天啊 你不会真的这么想吧 Oh, my God, you don't believe that, do you?
我 不不不 那是他说的 Me? No, no, no, no, That's what he said.
你受过良好教育 Well, you have an education and...
谢谢 Thank you. I mean...
而且 你又不是你父亲 And besides, you're not your father.
你说得没错 You are absolutely right.
你知道吗 我受到极大鼓舞 Do you know what? I feel inspired!
我一下飞机就要去学法律 I'm gonna do something about it the minute I get off the plane.
改头换面 你听到了吗 老爸 A new man! Do you hear that, Dad?
我要成为一名律师啦 I'm gonna be a lawyer!
帕特里克 那个盒子让我不太舒服 Patrick, I'm concerned about the box.
没事 我就把它当成一件手提行李 Don't be, I think it counts as hand luggage.
不 我的意思是你能把它放在地上吗 No, I meant: could you put it on the floor?
好啊 Yes!
让服务生踹他几脚 Let the waiters kick him about.
大仇已报 Revenge at last!
他为什么能逃脱惩罚 就因为他死了吗 Why should he get away with it, just because he's dead?
逃脱什么惩罚 Get away with what?
对不起 失陪一下 I'm sorry. Will you forgive me?
我还以为你喜欢亚美尼亚菜呢 I thought you liked Armenian food?
马提尼很棒 The martinis are excellent.
"他们把你搞得一团糟 你的父母 "They fuck you up, your mum and dad.
选自英国诗人拉金This Be The Verse
也许不是有意 但事实如此" They may not mean to, but they do."
谁说他们不是故意的 Who says they don't mean to?
告诉我 你告诉过你父亲 Tell me, did you ever tell your dad
你对他的感觉吗 how you felt about him?
他活着的时候没有 Not while he was alive.
-或许这样最好 -为什么 - Probably for the best. - Why?
你会告诉他什么 I mean, what would you have said to him?
我会说 I... I would have said...
我会告诉他 I would have told him...
"没人应该这样对待他人" "Nobody should do that to anybody else."
-谢谢 -对不起 - Thank you so much. - Oh, sorry.
我当真了 I took the question seriously.
不 抱歉 你刚才说什么 Oh, no, I'm sorry, you were saying?
就是... Just that...
没什么 Never mind.
帕特里克 我该回去了 Patrick, I erm... I should be getting back.
不不不 玛丽安 No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. Marianne...
我们一直心有灵犀 不是吗 We've always had a connection, haven't we?
不只我有这种感觉吧 I mean, I'm not just imagining it.
不 我一直很喜欢你和黛比 Well, no, I've always been very fond of you and Debbie.
我想你不想服用安眠酮 对吧 I don't suppose you want to do a Quaalude, do you?
很抱歉我这么混蛋 I'm sorry for being a bit screwy.
不 你现在情绪不稳 No. It's an emotional time.
出租车 晚安 帕特里克 Taxi! Good night, Patrick.
晚... 好吧 Good... Yes.
晚安 晚安 Good night. Good night!
有时我想如果我遇到了对的人 You know, sometimes I think if I was to meet the right woman,
她充满智慧 不怕挑战我 someone intelligent, who wasn't afraid to challenge me,
我就能回到正轨 I might actually be able to get my life back in order.
别这样 别把自己弄得这么糗 Please, stop. You are making a fool of yourself.
不 求求你 别走 No, please, don't go.
我真的需要陪伴 否则我不知道我会做什么 I really need the company or I don't know what I'll do.
滚开 你这个放纵自我的混蛋 Get the fuck off of me! Self-indulgent little shit!
你什么毛病 What is wrong with you?
我是个白痴 对不起 但求求你别走 I'm an idiot, I'm sorry, but, look, please don't go!
我今晚不想一个人呆着 不行 Look. I don't wanna be on my own tonight, I can't.
没有别人 就陪我坐一会儿 And there isn't anyone else. Just sit with me.
别丢下我一个人 Don't leave me alone!
你不是一个人 But you're not alone.
走 Let's go.
她说得没错 你不是一个人 She's right. You're not alone.
也永远不会 And you never will be.
死亡与毁灭 Death and destruction.
羞愧与暴力 Shame and violence.
难以控制的羞愧与暴力 Ungovernable shame and violence.
给我滚开 Just fuck off!
操 操 Fuck! Fuck!
操 Fuck!
我要把你冲下马桶 I'm gonna flush you down the loo,
把你冲到有鳄鱼和屎的下水道里 send you to the sewers with the alligators and the shit.
怎么会 How?
不能用来跳窗的窗户有个屁用 What's the point of a fucking window if you can't jump out of it?
我想死 I want to die.
你又不是没办法自杀 Well, it's not as if you don't have the means.
先用麻醉剂 对吧 医生 Anesthetic first, surely, Doctor?
不 帕特里克 No, Patrick.
先用手术刀 再用麻醉剂 Scalpel first, anesthetic afterwards.
你安全了 躲在这没人能找到你 Ssssh! You're safe. Nobody can find you here.
但万一没人发现我在这里怎么办 But what if nobody finds me here?
老天 这地方糟透了 Good God, what an appalling dump.
看见我沦落到什么地步了吗 You see what I'm reduced to?
你妈一定会很高兴 Your mother will be delighted.
我能想象你告诉她时 她幸灾乐祸的嘴脸 I can see her gloating, when you report back.
你会告诉她吗 Do you report back?
好了 Now...
左边还是右边 Left or right?
无所谓 Don't mind.
我很累了 I'm a very tired man.
过来陪我聊聊 帕特里克 Come and talk to me, Patrick.
帕特里克 过来陪你亲爱的老爸聊聊 Patrick. Come and talk to your dear old dad.
求你了 Please...
快点 快点 快点 快点 Come on, come on, come on, come on, come on, come on.
把剩下的都用掉吧 Let's just go ahead and finish it.
妈妈 Mummy?
亲爱的 Oh, my darling.
很抱歉吵醒你了 I'm so sorry to wake you.
现在几点了 What time is it?
时间还早 It's very early.
我们要走了吗 Are we going now?
我确实想走 I do want to go.
非常想 Very much.
"太阳照常升起 一切都没有改变" "And the sun shone, having no alternative, on the nothing new."
出自小说《莫菲》 塞缪尔·贝克特著
生活不只是一袋屎 还是一袋会漏的屎 Life's not just a bag of shit, but a leaky one.
人难免会被屎沾到 You can't help being touched by it.
你不觉得吗 Don't you find?
先生 大家应该都这么想 I believe, sir, that's the common consensus.
"届时将血流成河 "There will be rivers of blood
恶人会被淹死 and the wicked shall be drowned.
身居高位者也不能幸免 Nor shall the high places be spared.
桥梁亦会被冲垮 And the bridges shall be swept away.
人们会说 世界末日已降临" And men shall say that the end of the world cometh upon them."
他们说得有道理 And they shall have a point.
他们说得很有道理 They shall have a very good point.
谁都不能说我不会享乐 Well, no-one can say I don't know how to have fun.
您的豪华轿车在等您 Your limo is waiting.
希望您在敝酒店住得愉快 And we hope you enjoyed your stay with us!
说愉快可不准确 Enjoyed isn't the word.
我爱死了 I loved it!
先生 梅尔罗斯先生 Sir! Mr. Melrose, sir!
您差点忘了这个 You nearly forgot this!
是吗 Or did I?
-先生 -我是说 不用打给维也纳 -Sir? - What I mean is no need to call Vienna!
非常感谢 Thank you very much.
血流成河 是吗 So, rivers of blood, eh?
先生 Sir?
没什么 Never mind.
当我没说 Oh. Never mind.
大卫·梅尔罗斯 1906-1983
快接 快接 Oh come on, come on.
约翰尼 约翰尼 听得见吗 Johnny, Johnny. Can you hear me?
帕特里克 你还好吗 Patrick, how are you?
挺好的 我昨晚试图自杀 Oh, fine. I tried to kill myself last night.
天啊 你从哪儿打来的 My God. Where are you calling from?
人生谷底 The bottom.
老天 你没事吧 Christ, are you alright?
帕特里克 告诉我你几点落地 我去接你 Patrick? Tell me when you land. I'll come and meet you.
我时间不多了 你能听见吗 Look, I haven't got long. Can you hear me?
-能 -我决定要掌控自己的人生 - Yes. - I've decided, I'm gonna take control of my life.
我要戒掉毒瘾 I'm gonna get clean.
喂 约翰尼 能听见吗 Hello, Johnny. Can you hear me?
能听见 这太棒了 不过 Yes, I can. That's wonderful, but...
这次你想清楚了吗 Are you sure this time?
当然 Of course.
人们总是为这些事大惊小怪 People always make such a fuss about these things.
那你想做什么 So what do you want to do?
帕特里克 Patrick?
帕特里克 你接下来想做什么 Patrick? What are you going to do instead?
你还在吗 Are you there?
喂 Hello.
喂 Hello?
帕特里克 帕特里克 是你吗 Patrick? Hello, Patrick, is that you?
尼古拉斯 Nicholas?
帕特里克 恐怕我有个坏消息告诉你 Patrick, I'm afraid I have rather bad news.
我在纽约 I'm in New York.
和你父亲有关 It concerns your father.
没关系
法国 拉科斯特 1967年9月
帕特里克 Patrick?
伊薇特 是你啊 你好 Ah, Yvette! It's you! Bonjour.
梅尔罗斯先生 Monsieur Melrose.
我在为晚餐布置桌子 I am making the table ready for this evening.
对 Ah, yes.
天气真好 A beautiful day.
我嗅到了秋天 I sense autumn...
你呢 我嗅到了秋天 ..Don't you? Je sens l'automne.
-是的 梅尔罗斯先生 -看到我亲爱的妻子了吗 - Oui, Monsieur Melrose. - Any sign of my darling wife?
她起床了吗 像太阳一样将光芒投射给我们 Has she risen, like the sun, to cast her golden rays on us?
还没 梅尔罗斯先生 Not yet, Monsieur Melrose.
还有我儿子 我希望能跟他待一天 And my son. I hoped to spend the day with him.
他在玩 先生 He's playing, monsieur.
今天早上好像每个人都在躲着我 Everyone seems to be hiding from me this morning.
好了 Well...
你小心点拿我妻子的瓷具 You be careful with my wife's china,
很贵的 it's extremely valuable.
天啊 真疼 Oh, Christ, that hurts.
上帝啊 God!
埃莉诺 Eleanor?
帕特里克 Patrick?
大家都躲到哪儿去了 Where's everyone hiding?
安妮 Anne!
你睡醒了吗 Are you up yet?
你在读什么 So. Who are you on?
《罗马帝国艳情史》 够得体吧 Caligula, appropriately enough.
起来吧 该吃早餐了 Well, come on. Breakfast now.
亲爱的 你不用这样 Oh, darling, you shouldn't have.
-不用哪样 -做早餐 - Have what? - Made breakfast.
不 我的意思是... No, I mean...I'm... I'm...
我准备好吃早餐了 I mean, I'm... ready for breakfast.
你知道吗 你那样去 You know it's a real turn-on,
拿钟表真能激起我的性致 you reaching for the clock like that.
-计程车几点来 -配合一点 - What time's the taxi? - You might help out here.
-扭动一下 -如果我们错过飞机... - Move around a little. - If we miss our flight...
老天 还做来干什么 God, what's the bloody point?
美色不在 Ruined beauty.
过不了多久他们就会说 It won't be long before they say...
"他过去很英俊" "He used to be so handsome."
你现在还是很帅啊 You still are.
得了吧 宝贝 得了吧 Give over, luv, give over.
但别那样 Don't do that, though.
天啊 计程车来了 - - Oh, Christ, there's the taxi.
我们这次去哪儿 Where are we going this time?
我说过了 法国南部 I told you. The South of France!
我只是觉得这样有点无礼 I just think it's a little rude.
毕竟我们是他的客人 We are his guests, after all.
抱歉 我不知道还会有测验 Well, I'm sorry, I'd no idea there'd be a test.
应付大卫·梅尔罗斯 当然会有测验 Well, with David Melrose there's always a test.
总不妨去... It's a good idea to...
准备一些机灵的话说 Well, to prepare something intelligent to say.
你知道卡里古拉大帝折磨他的妻子 Well, did you know Caligula tortured his wife
就为了弄清他为什么对她如此痴迷 to find out why he was so devoted to her?
我想知道大卫有什么借口 What's David's excuse, I wonder?
这对你有什么好处 维克托爵士 And what's in this for you, Sir Victor?
如果你这么怕他 我们为什么要来 If you're so scared of him, why are we even here?
我不怕他 I'm not scared of him.
我只是感到好奇 就这样 I'm just fascinated by him, that's all.
在伊顿公学时 他是个很有才华的年轻人 At Eton he was an extraordinarily gifted young man,
非常杰出 very distinguished.
-令人敬畏 -我上大学那会儿 - Held in awe. - When I was at college,
橄榄球队大腕能睡到拉拉队长 the football heroes got to sleep with the cheerleaders.
在伊顿 他们因为烤坏面包可以把别人打一顿 At Eton, they got to beat young boys for burning the toast.
确切地说 他没打我 He didn't beat me exactly.
重要的是 我们现在是朋友了 The important thing is we're friends now,
还是他的客人 and also his guests.
可能我是美国人吧 I'm sure it's very American of me,
但我没看出怀才不遇有什么耀眼的 but I fail to see what's so glamorous about lost promise.
有什么杰出的 "Distinguished" for what?
就因为在同个地方一直碌碌无为吗 For doing nothing for a long time in the same place?
天啊 别这么说 Please God, don't say that.
我只喜欢那个男孩 The only one I like is the boy.
至少他还有点人性 At least he still has a little life in him.
你要去哪 Where are you off to?
去机场接尼古拉斯 To pick up Nicholas from the airport.
还有好几个小时呢 There are hours yet.
我想和安妮兜个风 I wanted a drive. With Anne.
我答应过的 I promised.
明白了 I see.
你把帕特里克留下 You'll leave Patrick here.
当然 Of course.
-记得我们的谈话吗 -当然 - You remember our discussion? - Of course.
他的飞机两点降落 Well. His flight lands at two.
你去吧 Off you go.
帕特里克 你到底去哪了 Patrick, where on earth have you been?
你父亲一直在找你 Your father's been calling for you.
-我们现在能玩耍吗 -现在不行 - Can we play now? - Not now.
-但你说过可以 -宝贝 很抱歉 - But you said we could. - Darling, I'm sorry.
我必须去机场接尼古拉斯 I have to pick up Nicholas from the airport.
我真的没办法 There's absolutely nothing I can do about it.
你答应过的 You promised!
再见 一会儿见 Au revoir! A bientôt!
-那我能跟你一起去吗 -不行 - Can I come with you, then? - No!
你父亲希望你能留下来陪他 Your father wants you here with him.
我就待在车里 一个字都不说 I'll stay in the car, I won't say a word.
我知道这很奇怪 I know it's strange...
但你父亲会吃醋 ..But your father gets jealous.
他觉得你不能太依赖我 He thinks it's very important
这很重要 that you're not too dependent on me.
比起他 你不能更喜欢让我陪你 You mustn't prefer my company to his.
我就是更喜欢你啊 I do.
你可不能说漏嘴 Well, you mustn't let on.
对爸爸好点 好吗 Be very nice to Daddy, yes?
然后你可以在晚餐前来找我 And then you can come find me before dinner.
告诉我你今天过得怎样 我也会告诉你我的一天 Tell me about your day and I'll tell you about mine.
我保证 And I promise...
我发誓 我到时会粘着你不放 I swear, you will have my full attention.
好啊 你们来了 Hello! Here you are!
来得正好 Just in time.
希望你们在小屋里住得舒服 I hope you're comfortable in the cottage.
我也想让你住宅邸里的 I'd have put you in the house
但你知道大卫不喜欢与人分享任何东西 but you know how David hates to share anything with anyone,
包括空气 even air.
当然晚餐的时候 他会来缠着你 Of course at dinner, he'll be all over you.
帕特里克 你要跟我们一起来吗 Patrick, are you gonna come with us?
-希望你能来 -不 不 - I do hope so! - No. No.
只接受美国女生 抱歉 American girls only, I'm afraid.
可以破例一次吧 I'm sure we can make an exception?
维克托 你不热吗 Victor, aren't you terribly hot?
书写得怎么样了 How's the book coming?
你懂的 Oh, you know.
身份 这是个很大的主题 Identity, it's a big subject.
会涉及到弗洛伊德吗 Does Freud come into it?
不会 我不会从心理分析视角 No, no, I'm not approaching it
来写这本书 from a psychoanalytical point of view.
-或许该让我来开车 -不 - Perhaps I should drive. - No.
其他人都不能开这辆车 No one else drives this car.
这是唯一一件仍然只属于我的东西 It's the one thing that's still mine alone.
-但是很远啊 -我开就不远 - But it is rather a long way. - Not the way I drive.
再见 Bye.
年轻人 Well, young man...
你都在干什么 ..What have you been up to?
我知道你在那 I know you're there.
你好 男子汉 Hello, Mr. Master Man.
他们都走了吗 Have they all gone?
很好 今天会是我们特别的日子 Good. We'll have our special day.
你对这曲子有印象吗 Do you recognize this?
你写给我的 You wrote it for me.
我离开伊顿公学时 我父亲问我 When I left Eton, my father asked me:
"你这辈子想干什么" "What do you want to do with your life?"
我不敢跟他说我想作曲 I didn't dare tell him I wanted to compose music.
我说"我不知道 先生" "I don't know, sir," I said.
-他说了什么 -"最好去参军" - What did he say? - "Better join the army."
我想知道你这辈子打算做什么 What will you do with your life...I wonder?
我不知道 先生 I don't know, sir.
现在 Now...
要我揪着你耳朵把你举起来吗 Shall I pick you up by the ears?
-不 -过来 - No! - Come here.
准备好了吗 Ready?
-放手 -不 - Now let go! - No.
-放手 我就放你下去 -不 - Let go and I'll drop you. - No!
相信我 我数三声 准备好了吗 Trust me. On three. Ready?
一 二 三 One, two, three!
你今天学到了很有用的一课 You've learnt a very useful lesson today.
要独立思考 Think for yourself.
永远别让其他人帮你做重要决定 Never let other people make important decisions for you.
-明白吗 -放我下来 - Do you understand? - Put me down!
-明白吗 -明白 明白 - Do you understand? - Yeah! Yes! Yes!
你骗我 你弄疼我了 You lied to me! You hurt me!
别哭 很难看 Don't whimper. It's very unattractive.
帕特里克 Patrick!
上楼 帕特里克 Up the stairs, Patrick.
梅尔罗斯这家人是谁 So who are these Melroses?
大卫一分钱都没有 David doesn't have a penny.
他可恶的父亲断绝了他的经济来源 His terrible father cut him off.
只给他留了一条旧睡裤 Left him nothing but a pair of old pajamas.
为什么 What for?
因为他竟敢反抗他 成了医生 For daring to defy him, becoming a doctor.
在那之前 他想成为作曲家 Before that, he wanted to be a composer.
本来也有机会的 Could have, too.
而埃莉诺 Eleanor, on the other hand,
则来自美国最富裕的家族 comes from one of the richest families in America.
当然全是新兴产业 All new money, of course,
靠一个干洗液的专利赚钱 from the patent on a dry-cleaning fluid,
但真的特别有钱 but completely loaded.
那所房子是他劝她买的第一样东西 The house was the first thing he persuaded her to buy.
在那的第一个夏天 我们都坐在阳台上 First summer there, we were all sitting on the terrace
她抱怨浪费了很多无花果 and she complained about the dreadful waste of figs
它们从树上落下 在地上腐烂 that fell from the tree onto the ground and rotted there,
而世界上还有人在挨饿 while there were people starving in the world.
大卫做了一件很棒的事 And David did this amazing thing.
他让埃莉诺趴下 He told Eleanor to get down on all fours
吃掉地上的每一个无花果 and eat every fig off the ground...
-在你面前吗 -是的 - In front of you? - Yes.
不过她没有抗议 她把每一个都吃了 She didn't protest, though. She just ate every single one.
真重口 Kinky.
那才叫做有意义的生命 Now that's a meaningful life.
就像个印第安土著什么的 Just like a Red Indian or something.
日出而作 Getting up with the sun...
凿井而饮 耕田而食 ..Living off the land, connected to the earth.
如果想吃鸡 And if you want a chicken,
就得出门 自己动手杀 you have to go out, and strangle it yourself.
听起来很诗情画意 Sounds idyllic.
烦死人了 This is so frustrating.
等一下 Attendez.
我还想在路上停下吃顿午餐 I wanted to stop for lunch.
帕特里克期待回学校去吗 So is Patrick looking forward to going back to school?
为什么大家都觉得问帕特里克的事 Why do people think they'll please me
能让我舒心 by asking about Patrick?
我不知道他怎么想 只有他自己知道 I don't know how he is, only he knows.
-抱歉 我以为... -你今晚就见着他了 - I'm sorry, I thought-- - Look, you'll see him tonight.
他会躲在暗处 He'll be lurking.
天呐 今晚 Oh, God. Tonight.
我要喝一杯 I need a drink.
太好了 就是这里 真是个好地方 Yes, here it is! Lovely place.
马塞尔在那 There's Marcel!
马塞尔 马塞尔 Marcel, Marcel!
二战后纳粹把这个村子所有男人都给杀了 After the war the Nazis killed every man in the village
只有马塞尔活了下来 except Marcel.
我们可是走运了 Which is lucky for us
因为他做的菜超好吃 because the food is wonderful.
这很好玩 不是吗 Isn't this fun?
美国 姑娘 American...girls...
醒醒 Wake up!
我醒着呢 I'm awake.
知道我需要什么吗 一杯白兰地 You know what I need? A cognac.
-不合适吧 -相当合适了 - That's not a good idea. - Of course it is.
吃完这些菜正需要杯白兰地来解解腻 It's exactly what we need after all this heavy food.
是我的头疼药 It's for my headache.
马塞尔 上两杯白兰地 Marcel, deux cognacs!
我能直说吗 May I speak frankly?
我真的很讨厌别人这么说 I do hate it when people say that.
你觉不觉得自己喝得太多了一点 Do you think perhaps you're drinking a little too much?
怎么个太多了 Too much for what?
午餐时间喝太多酒 对你没好处 Too much for lunch, for your own good.
对帕特里克也是 For Patrick's.
当然了 我永远也不可能清楚 Obviously, it's never possible to know exactly
-别人家的家事 -是 确实 - what goes on in a family-- - No, it's not.
尤其是你既没有结婚 Especially when you are neither married
也没有小孩 nor have children yourself.
谢谢 马塞尔 Merci, Marcel.
很有见解 Extraordinary remark.
既然你这么关心我 Seeing as you're so concerned about my welfare...
那你来开车吧 you can drive.
你好 Hello.
炖菜真是太腻人了 That stew was awfully rich.
-我现在感觉好点了 -那就好 - I feel better now. - Good.
"OK镇"在这儿呢 Here it is! "L'O.K. Corral."
我们一定要去 We have to go!
-就像回家了一样 -还有多余时间吗 - It'll be like going home. - But do we have time?
当然了 拜托了 Of course! Please?
拜托 拜托 拜托 Please, please, please?
好吧 Sure.
太棒了 It's terrific!
看 Look!
摩天轮 A Ferris wheel!
OK镇
那是你的凯迪拉克 There's your Cadillac!
很高兴和你一起来这儿了 You know, I'm so glad we did this.
姐妹聚会 Girls' day out.
我希望你了解一件事 I'd... I'd like you to understand something.
他以前并不像现在这样 He wasn't always like he is now.
大卫吗 David?
我刚认识他的时候 他弹奏得太美妙了 When I first met him, he played so brilliantly.
他以前是那么聪明帅气 He was so intelligent and beautiful.
和其他的英国自大狂截然不同 So different from all the other English snobs.
我们本来要一起做些很有意义的事 We were going to do wonderful things together...
有用的事 Useful things.
当然他不好相处 Of course he was a difficult man...
在那时就是了 ..Even then.
但我以为我能改变他 But I thought I could turn to him.
但现在哪怕只是想到面对他 The idea of... turning to him now...
想到要跟他单独相处... ..of being alone in the same room with him...
怎么停了 Why have we stopped?
应该只是暂停一会 I'm sure it's only for a moment.
我们见尼古拉斯要迟到了 We're gonna be late for Nicholas now.
-只是几分钟 -他会告诉大卫的 - Just a few minutes. - And he'll tell David.
他不会有意见的 只迟到几分钟 I'm sure he won't mind. A few minutes.
-真高 -没什么好担心的 - It's so high. - There's nothing to worry about.
怎么停下来了 你千万别告诉大卫 Why have we stopped? You mustn't tell David about any of this.
-埃莉诺 -求你了 - Eleanor-- - I beg you.
埃莉诺 你怕他吗 Eleanor, are you afraid of him?
-你看起来很害怕 -我们快下去吧 - You seem afraid. - Let's get off this fucking thing!
-埃莉诺 你不能乱动 -有人吗 - Eleanor, you have to stay still. - Hello!
下面有人吗 Hello, down there!
-我们要下去 -埃莉诺 - We wanna get off! - Eleanor.
-让我们下去 -埃莉诺 - Let us off! - Eleanor!
有人吗 Hello!
布丽奇特 Bridge.
布丽奇特 是你吗 Bridge, is that you?
巴里 这么巧 Barry! Thank God!
我今早正好想起你了 I was literally just thinking about you this morning.
这叫心有灵犀 布丽奇特 That is synchronicity, Bridget!
这面料真好看 This fabric's amazing!
天啊 我嗑嗨了 God, I'm stoned!
你这是要去哪 What are you doing here?
阿尔勒有场爵士音乐节 我们都会去 There's a jazz festival in Arles. We're all going!
现场绝对超精彩 你该来的 It's gonna be amazing! You should come!
一起来吧 来吧来吧 You should come. Come, come, come, come!
去不了 我要跟梅尔罗斯那家人待在一起 I can't! I'm staying with these Melrose people.
天啊 Oh, God.
我把他们电话告诉你吧 Let me give you the number.
尼古拉斯 Nicholas!
真抱歉 I'm so sorry.
我们被困在摩天轮上了 他们不许我们下来 We got caught on a ferris wheel and they wouldn't let us off.
很像你的作风 埃莉诺 总是得到额外的乐子 Very like you, Eleanor, to get more fun than you wanted.
允许我失陪一下 Will you excuse me just a minute?
老天啊 你跑哪儿去了 What the hell are you playing at?
我抱着这些箱子 I've been carrying these fucking suitcases around
-找你找了半天了 -一个手推车就能解决了 - looking for you! - Just get a trolley, man.
-我叫巴里 -你以后再敢这样 你个蠢... - I'm Barry. - Don't you ever do this again, you stupid--
-尼古拉斯 -这位是布丽奇特·沃森·斯科特 - Nicholas? - And this is Bridget Watson Scott.
-和埃莉诺·梅尔罗斯 -那这位是 - Eleanor Melrose. - And who's this?
他不重要 我们走吧 He's no one. Shall we?
帕特里克 该吃午饭了 Patrick, tu es en retard. Déjeuner!
亲爱的 Honey.
-我不想吃饭 -你不饿吗 - I don't want any lunch. - Tu as faim?
我不想跟我爸爸待在一起 I don't want to be with my father.
发生什么事了 Qu'est-ce qu'il s'est passé?
我想找我妈妈 I want my mother.
我想跟妈妈在一起 I want my mother!
我很抱歉 但妈妈不在 Je suis désolée. Ce n'est pas possible.
你有种就试试 Don't you dare!
你不许再这么做 Don't you dare ever do that again!
-我做错了什么 -上楼来我房间 快点 - What have I done? - Come up to my room. Now!
水星 金星 地球 火星 Mercury, Venus, Earth, Mars...
木星 土星 天王星 冥王星 Jupiter, Saturn, Uranus, Pluto.
水星 金星 地球 火星 Mercury, Venus, Earth, Mars...
木星 土星 天王星 Jupiter, Saturn, Uranus...
我到底做错了什么 What have I done wrong?
过来 Come over here.
-但我做错了什么 -你自己心里清楚 - But what have I done wrong? - You know perfectly well.
再近点 Closer.
你知道沙卡国王是谁吗 Do you know who King Shaka was?
不知道 No.
沙卡国王是一位伟大的祖鲁勇士 King Shaka was a great and mighty Zulu warrior...
他让手下的战士将带刺的灌木丛踏平 who made his troops stamp thorn bushes into the ground
并在凹凸不平的炎热岩石上行走数天 and march for days across hot jagged rocks.
他们的脚底都被割破和烫伤了 The soles of their feet were slashed and burnt.
纵使当时心有怨言 痛苦难耐 And though there was resentment and pain at the time,
但他们因此磨练出了茧 the calluses this created
以后再没有什么能伤害他们 meant that eventually nothing would harm them.
他们再也不会感觉到疼痛 They would feel no pain.
当时认为是残酷 其实是馈赠 And what had felt like cruelty at the time was actually a gift.
其实是爱 It was actually love.
我不奢求你现在会感激我 I don't expect you to thank me now
但我希望 but I hope perhaps...
你长大后会感谢我 when you're older you'll be grateful
教你学会独立 for the skill of detachment that I've instilled.
去把门关上 Go and close the door.
难道要我亲自去关吗 Do I have to close it myself?
好吧 Very well.
把裤子脱下来 Take your trousers down.
帕特里克不来吃午饭吗 Est-ce que Patrick vient déjeuner?
不了 他不饿 Non, il n'a pas faim.
谢谢 Merci.
八点 别迟到 Eight o'clock. Please don't be late.
今天下午我们聊过的话 And... And let's forget about our little conversation
就当没发生过好吗 this afternoon, yes?
没问题 Of course.
我快忘了这地方有多棒 I'd almost forgotten how wonderful it is here.
我住在这儿 然而我已经忘得干干净净 I've completely forgotten and I live here.
埃莉诺 这么说就太令人难过了 Eleanor, what a sad thing to say.
-告诉我那不是真的 -好的 - Tell me it isn't true. - Okay...
那不是真的 it isn't true.
这里太美了 It's beautiful.
-我想要一套 -大卫当时就是这么说的 - I want one. - That's what David said.
所以我就买下来送给了他 And so I bought it for him.
我们本来打算做些了不起的事 We were going to do marvelous things.
我们本来要把这儿改造成酒鬼的收容所 We were going to turn it into a home for alcoholics.
从某种意义上来说 的确成功了 Which, in a sense, we have.
不用担心你的行李 Don't worry about your bags.
-伊薇特会过来拿 -我在想大卫去哪了 - Yvette will fetch them. - I wonder where David is?
也许他淹死在浴缸里了 Perhaps he's drowned in the bath!
我去找伊薇特 I'll find Yvette.
她真的嗨了 She's really high.
你能不能振作起来 Do you think you might possibly buck up
聊点轻松愉悦的话题 and make a little light conversation?
别再聊颜色有多鲜艳这种蠢话了 Something other than how vivid the colors are.
-就是这棵吗 -什么 - Is this it? - What?
无花果树 就是这棵吗 The fig tree. Is it the same one?
布丽奇特 布丽奇特 别 Bridget. Bridget, no.
站起来 Get up!
我叫你站起来 被大卫看见怎么办 I said, get up. What if David sees you?
我说了 站起来 I said, get up!
天啊 God!
布丽奇特 Bridget!
你们大家怎么都那么怕他 Why are you all so scared of him?
尼古拉斯 他能对你做什么 What do you think he's gonna do to you, Nicholas?
我就觉得好像听到有人在说话 I thought I heard someone.
大卫 David!
见到你真好 How very nice to see you.
这是布丽奇特·沃森·斯科特 This is Bridget Watson Scott.
你好 亲爱的 Hello, my dear.
你站的真是这里最好的位置 You have the most wonderful spot here!
是的 想想看 只要在这里架一挺机枪 Yes... Just think, with a single machine gun mounted here
你就能主宰整个山谷 you could dominate the whole valley.
待在那儿 我下来找你们 Stay there, I'll come down.
我们在无花果树下喝个下午茶 We'll have tea beneath the fig tree.
告诉我 婚礼和追悼会你们哪个去得多 Tell me, are you going to more weddings or memorial services?
婚礼我仍会参加 但是 I still go to weddings, but er...
我更喜欢去追悼会 I enjoy the memorials more.
因为不需要送礼物 Because you don't have to bring a present.
一个人应该只去他敌人的追悼会 One should only go to an enemy's memorial service.
有一种比敌人活得久的成就感 There's the pleasure of outliving them,
但也是一个停战的机会 but also the opportunity for a truce.
原谅太重要了了 你不觉得吗 布丽奇特 Forgiveness is so important, don't you think, Bridget?
当然觉得 Gosh, yes.
尤其是让别人原谅你 Especially getting other people to forgive you.
但我为什么需要任何人的原谅 But why would I need anyone's forgiveness?
你们居然能在外面坐着 阳光也太刺眼了 How can you all sit out here? It's so bright!
小心别踩烂了无花果 Careful not to squash the figs.
是不是很奇怪 Weird, isn't it?
它们的外皮既是紫的又是白的 The way their skin's purple and white at the same time?
就像得了肺气肿的醉鬼一样 Like a drunk with emphysema.
这个 This one...
这个是完美的 This one is perfect.
天啊 看 那儿有个奇怪的小男孩 Goodness, look! There's a strange little boy.
那是我们儿子 帕特里克 That's our son, Patrick.
你们有小孩 You have kids?
帕特里克 亲爱的 快上来 我们在喝茶 Patrick! Darling! Come on up, we're having tea.
帕特里克 快过来 Patrick, come and join us.
-他可能没听到 -他当然听到了 - Perhaps he can't hear you. - Of course he can.
他就是讨人嫌 He's just being tiresome.
或许你可以带我去我房间 Perhaps you could show me to my room,
让我洗个澡 整理一下东西 so I can bath and unpack?
当然 跟我来 Of course. Come, follow me.
"宁缺毋滥 只要最好" "Only the best or go without."
永远如此 前提是我们不会缺 Always, provided we... don't have to go without.
她很... 活泼 She's very...vivacious.
布丽奇特吗 暂时她还凑合 Bridget? She'll do for now.
不必道歉 她很迷人 Don't apologize, she's charming.
有时我觉得我应该跟她断了 Sometimes I think I should be done with it
找个有教养 有文化 and settle down with a well-bred, well-educated,
见多识广 跟我能谈得来的女人结婚 well-informed woman whose conversation I can bear.
然后我就想起来 我已经跟两个这样的人离婚了 And then I remember I've... divorced two of them already.
帕特里克 Patrick.
你要去哪儿 Where are you going?
妈妈要见我 Mummy wanted to see me.
你妈妈开完车后很累了 Your mummy's tired after her drive.
来跟你教父打个招呼 Come and say hello to your godfather.
你好 帕特里克 Hello, Patrick.
-你很淘气是不是 -显然的 - Up to mischief, are you? - Almost certainly.
我就想听到这个 That's what I like to hear.
过来点 Come closer.
一切都还好吗 Is everything alright?
是的 父亲 Yes, Father.
我们知道你没吃午饭 Now we know you didn't eat lunch.
那下午茶呢 Did you have tea?
没喝 No.
所以你脸色这么苍白 Well, that's why you're so pale.
你要是想长得强壮必须得多吃点 You must eat if you want to grow up strong.
去找伊薇特 她会给你弄吃的 Go and see Yvette, she'll find you something.
今天就别去烦妈妈了 好吗 And leave Mummy be today. Alright?
八点吃晚餐 Dinner at eight.
别迟到了 Don't be late.
*我不知道是乌云密布还是阳光明媚* *I don't know if it's cloudy or bright*
*因为我的眼中...* *'Cause I only have eyes...*
你到底在搞什么 What the hell were you playing at?
我不知道你在说什么 I don't know what you're talking about.
无花果那事 That business with the figs!
我还以为那样能让你硬呢 Oh, I thought it would turn you on!
第一次你就硬了 你都滴出来了 It did the first time. You were practically dribbling.
至于你说的那些 And as to your conversation
-"你这里的生活太完美了" -去你的 - "Oh, what a perfect life you have here!" - Oh, fuck off!
-"视野太好了" -滚开 尼古拉斯 - "What a wonderful view!" - Fuck off, Nicholas!
不然我就跟巴里私奔 Or I'll elope with Barry.
是吗 你为什么要给那个无赖他们家电话号码 Yeah, why give that yob their phone number?
他问我要的 He asked!
*我不知道我们是否在花园* *I don't know if we're in a garden*
帕特里克 别鬼鬼祟祟的 Patrick! Don't skulk!
要么进来要么走开 Either enter a room or leave!
抱歉 亲爱的 我就是被你吓到了 Oh, I'm sorry, darling. You startled me, that's all.
*眼中只有你* *Only have eyes for you*
好了 我还得写东西 Alright, I have to... finish my writing.
你在写什么 What are you writing?
支票 给慈善机构的 拯救儿童协会 A check, for charity, to Save The Children.
因为当一个人拥有太多的时候 作出回馈 Because it's important, when one has so much,
就非常重要 to give something back.
你会记得的吧 You'll remember that, won't you?
等爸爸和我都不在了的时候 When Daddy and I are no longer with you.
我也有东西要给你 I have something for you too.
"OK镇"的帽子 L'O.K. Corral.
别这么看着我 Don't give me that look.
我得确保你戴着刚好 I had to make sure it was suitable.
帅气的小伙 Handsome boy.
现在给我讲讲你今天如何 Now, you tell me all about your day.
和爸爸玩得开心吗 Did you have fun with Daddy?
你们散步了吗 Did you have a walk?
帕特里克 怎么了 宝贝 Patrick? What is it, love?
怎么了 What is it?
我把你的杯子拿下去再给你拿一杯吧 Shall I take your glass down, bring you another?
真是太体贴了 Such a thoughtful boy.
你长得这么好 我真是太开心了 I'm so glad you've turned out well.
我觉得秘诀就是不要干涉 I think the secret is... not to interfere.
我们晚餐的时候和他谈谈 We'll speak to him at dinner.
我相信我们能说服他 I'm sure we can make him agree.
当然 和维克托一起 Of course, with Victor,
最大的问题是穿什么 the great question is what will he be wearing.
渔民毛衣 或者得穿灯芯绒料子 A fisherman's sweater, perhaps, or something in corduroy?
水果污渍 And fruit stains...
预料设想 我等不及了 The anticipation. I can't wait.
我立刻下楼见你 I'll see you downstairs shortly.
谢谢 伊薇特 Merci, Yvette.
我来吧 I'll take over now.
亲爱的 Hello, love.
宝贝 Oh, sweetheart.
妈妈坐到玻璃渣上了 Mommy sat on some glass.
妈妈太笨了 真是活该啊 Silly Mommy. Serves me right, no doubt.
怎么了 告诉我 What happened? Tell me.
是个意外 别告诉爸爸 It was an accident. Don't tell Father.
我不会的 Oh, I wouldn't dream of it.
恰恰相反 你知道我要做什么吗 You know what I'm going to do instead?
明早我就带你去OK镇 Tomorrow morning I'm going to take you to the O.K. Corral.
不找借口 一早就去 No excuses, first thing.
就你和我 Just you and me.
你想去吗 Would you like that?
我想离开 I want to go away.
你什么意思 What do you mean?
离开这 Leave here.
嗯 Yes.
我得去接电话 宝贝 I have to get that, love.
我会回来哄你入睡的 我保证 I'll come back and tuck you in, I promise.
看起来好像从肯森顿市场 It looks like you bought it
的摊子上买的 from a stall at Kensington Market.
我真的是从肯森顿市场的小摊上买的 I did buy it from a stall at Kensington Market.
又见面了 奇怪的小男孩 Oh, hello again, strange little boy.
你看起来像中世纪的女巫 You look like a medieval witch.
你像个老头 And you look like an old fart.
古板守旧的糟老头 A stuffy, conventional old fart!
有电话找你 There's a telephone call for you um...
-巴里 -亲爱的 - Barry? - Hi, baby.
谢天谢地 我觉得我这辈子 Thank God! I don't think I've ever wanted
从没有这么想和别人说话 to speak to someone so much in my life.
别问他们的工作 Don't ask people what they do for a living.
别问佣人感觉如何 And er...don't ask the staff how they feel.
别刺激大卫 And don't provoke David.
好吧 那你今晚愿意为我做一件事吗 Fine, but will you do one thing for me tonight?
-当然 -别拍他们马屁 - Of course. - Don't suck up to them.
别让他们欺负你 别试图融入他们 Don't let them bully you. Don't try to fit in.
这不是三件事吗 Well, isn't that three things?
这三件事相关联 They're all connected.
你和他们一样好 事实上你更好 You're as good as these people. In fact, you're better.
你的血是有温度的 You have warm blood.
好棒的椅子 What an extraordinary chair.
它之前是什么总督的 It used to belong to some doge.
本应该送进博物馆 It really should be in a museum.
当然是大卫的最爱了 Of course it's David's favorite.
他喜欢在椅臂上灭烟头 He likes to rest his cigars on the arm.
我觉得你坐着他就不会坐了 Well, I don't think he'll sit in it if you're in it already.
我可不确定 他喜欢按自己的方式来 I wouldn't be so sure. He does like to get his own way.
-你好 -你好 - Well, hello. - Hi!
上帝啊 维克托 你的西服 For God's sake, Victor, that suit.
你干嘛不让安妮给你熨一下 Couldn't you have got Anne to iron that for you?
-我... -这就开始了吗 - Well, I... - Has it begun already?
我们才刚进门 We're barely through the door.
让我们度过个美好的夜晚吧 Let's have a pleasant evening, shall we?
-谢谢 -谢谢 - Thank you. - Thank you.
让我们敬... Let's drink to...
干杯 Let's drink.
大学老师最喜欢 Nothing a don likes more
抨击别人的学科 than bashing another man's discipline.
精神分析可不算什么学科 One can hardly call psychoanalysis a discipline.
-但它能帮助人们啊 -对 - But it helps people. - Yes, yes,
有治疗前景 there's the therapeutic promise.
他来了 真正的医生 Here he is - hah - a real doctor!
维克托 安妮 很高兴见到你们 Victor, Anne, a pleasure to see you.
埃莉诺 Eleanor...
我喜欢你穿粉色 I do like you in pink.
很衬你的眼睛 It matches your eyes.
那是伏特加吗 Is that vodka I see?
别误会 Please don't take this the wrong way
但我觉得难以想象你是医生 but I find it hard to imagine you as a doctor.
我也这么觉得 亲爱的 So did I, my dear,
我必须承认 希波克拉底誓言 and I must confess to stumbling a little
我都背得结结巴巴 over the Hippocratic Oath.
幸运的是 我太太的钱 Fortunately, my wife's money
让我不必追求有用的事业 removed the necessity of my leading a useful life.
她伟大的礼物 Her great gift.
谢谢你陪我太太去机场 I appreciate your escorting my wife to the airport.
很荣幸 这也是 It was pure pleasure - as was this.
这一天充满了快乐 So much pleasure in one day.
我的心斟满了爱 My cup runneth over...
我也有过一段特别的日子 一定是有魔法 I've had a very special day too. Must be magic in the air.
大卫 Hey, Dave.
我爱死这双古怪的黄色拖鞋了 I love those kinky yellow slippers.
你真的喜欢 那我很高兴 Do you really like them? I'm so pleased.
-来点伏特加 -你有可乐吗 - Vodka, my dear? - Do you have a Coke?
酒精太刺激了 Alcohol's such a crude high.
大家来吃晚饭吧 Let's have dinner.
维克托 你坐那儿 Victor, you sit there.
不 不 No. No...
安妮 你去坐在... Anne, you sit next to...
不 不对 No, that's not right.
幸好我们只有六个人 Thank God we're only six.
在我们等埃莉诺解决这个问题的同时 While we wait for Eleanor to solve the problem,
安妮 告诉我 你觉得加尔巴皇帝怎么样 Anne, tell me, what did you think of the Emperor Galba?
好极了 一个绝妙的角色 Oh, terrific. A terrific character.
安妮对卡里古拉大帝尤其感兴趣 Anne was particularly taken with Caligula.
维克托想让我对他感到抱歉呢 Victor attempted to make me feel sorry for him.
布丽奇特 你到这儿和我坐一起 Bridget, you sit here with me.
但是 提比略大帝杀了他全家 But...Tiberius killed his whole family.
这很自然 一旦有机会 It's only natural that those who are terrified
这些心存畏惧的人就会变得令人畏惧 become terrifying, given the opportunity.
伊顿公学就是这样的吗 Is that how it worked at Eton?
安妮对英国公立教育系统 Anne takes a rather satirical attitude
抱着一个批判态度 to the English public school system.
现在还是这样吗 Does she now?
说到他对和他妹妹乱搞的痴迷 And as to his obsession with screwing his sisters--
你知道那句话 Oh, well, you know what they say.
嫖娼很不错 但乱伦才是最好的 Vice is nice, but incest is best.
现在我很确定我会喜欢上这个家伙了 Now, I'm sure I'd have liked the chap.
他随心所欲 He did exactly what he wanted to do
毫不顾忌那套道德鬼话 with no nonsense about ethics.
你为什么会觉得不遵守道德标准的人更高一筹 Why do you think it's superior to be amoral?
这不是一个谁更高一筹的问题 It's not a question of being superior,
这是不要做一个讨厌鬼或清教徒的问题 it's a question of not being a bore or a prig.
他们追求的就只有无趣 What one aims for is ennui.
埃莉诺 能够又一次和我们一起吃饭 Eleanor, what a marvelous memory you have,
你的回忆会变得多么的不可思议啊 to be able to duplicate the dinner we had last time.
每当她想起她那已故的富婆母亲 She has that expression she puts on
她就会摆出这幅表情 when she's thinking of her dear, rich dead mother.
我说的对吗 亲爱的 I'm right, aren't I, darling?
没错 大卫 Yes, David.
有次埃莉诺亲爱的父亲因为醉酒 Once Eleanor's dear father had been dismissed
被解雇 for being too drunk,
她的妈妈决定买一个人体古董 Eleanor's mother decided to purchase a human antique.
一位真正的古老的贵族 A "Real, old aristocrat",
如果你想要买一个丈夫的话 on the grounds that if you're going to buy a husband,
不如买个公爵 he might as well be a duke.
所以瓦伦卡公爵 And so the Duc de Valencay
被用大笔钞票重新装饰了一番 was re-upholstered with thick wads of dollars.
但你没办法像对待东西一样对待人 But you just can't treat human beings like things.
-当然 -你同意我说的 - Definitely. - You agree with me?
当然了 Definitely.
也许那个人类古董想要一个买家 Maybe the human antique wanted to be bought.
我对此毫不怀疑 Oh, I've no doubt of that.
我很确定他巴不得呢 I'm sure he was licking the windowpane.
让埃莉诺母亲震惊的是 他竟然敢用那对 What so shocked Eleanor's mother was that he dared to rear up
路易十五一样的腿站起来发号施令 on his Louis XV legs and start giving orders.
你看 我强烈地感觉到 You see, I feel that so strongly.
这个世界的问题 That the problem with the world
就是人们像对待东西一样对待别人 is people treating other people like things.
我非常同意 我们又达成了一个共识 I so agree. That's something else we have in common.
东西 应该被小心对待 Things...should be treated with great care.
失陪下 Excuse me.
"他们追求的就只有无趣" "What one aims for is ennui"!
-你好 帕特里克 -我打碎了一个玻璃杯 - Hello, Patrick. - I broke a glass.
别告诉我爸爸 Don't tell my father.
你看起来很糟糕 You look so grim.
怎么了 What's up?
你睡不着吗 Can't you get to sleep?
疼吗 我来看看有没有... Does it hurt? Let me see if it's--
-不 我只是想 -我没事 - No, I only wanted to-- - I'm fine.
你在发抖 You're shaking.
你想告诉我吗 怎么了 Do you want to tell me? What is it?
帕特里克 Patrick?
我觉得杰拉尔德·弗罗格莫尔 I gather that Gerald Frogmore
去年打的鸟比英格兰任何一个人都多 shot more birds last year than anyone in England.
对一个坐轮椅的家伙而言相当不错 Not bad for a chap in a wheelchair.
也许他怨恨它们能够自由行动 Perhaps he resents their freedom of movement.
你母亲呢 你想告诉你母亲吗 I mean, what about your mother? Do you want to tell your mother?
好吧 我马上回来 我保证 Okay, I'll be right back. I promise.
我不相信你 I don't believe you.
你说你会回来但你不会的 You say you will but you won't.
帕特里克 我会的 Patrick, I will.
每个人都很开心 Everyone enjoyed themselves,
甚至是那个被吊着的人 even the man who was being hanged.
全家都找到了乐子 Fun for all the family.
我看到帕特里克在楼梯上 I found Patrick on the stairs.
他想和你讲话 He wants to talk to you.
-亲爱的 埃莉诺 -嗯 - Darling. Eleanor? - Yes?
我以为我们已经达成共识 你不会每次 I thought we'd agreed that you wouldn't rush to Patrick
在他哭哭啼啼的时候都跑去哄他 each time he whines and blubbers.
他之前摔倒了 所以可能受伤了 He fell earlier so he... he may be hurt.
那样的话他可能需要找个医生 In that case he may need a doctor.
他没受伤 他只是想找他的母亲说话 He's not hurt. He just wants to talk to his mother.
听到了吗 亲爱的 他没受伤 You see, darling? He isn't hurt.
所以只是情绪化的问题 And so it's just a question of sentiment.
难道我们要容忍他的勒索吗 Does one allow oneself to be blackmailed or not?
如果你坐下 我们可以讨论讨论 If you sit, we can discuss it.
我想提出的建议是 The proposition I'd like to make is that education
教育应该让儿童以后能说出 should be something of which a child can later say:
"如果我这都能挺过来 以后什么都难不倒我" "If I survived that, I can survive anything."
这既病态又错误 你心里清楚 Well, that's crazy and wrong and you know it!
我确实认为孩子应该经受考验 Well, I certainly think a child should be challenged--
老天啊 维克托 Oh, for goodness sakes, Victor!
没人希望别人痛苦 我们只是在说... Well, nobody wants anyone to be miserable. We're just saying--
"我们" 是啊 谁都不准反驳他 We! Because God forbid you should ever contradict him.
溺爱对孩子没任何好处 ..It doesn't do a child any good to be molly-coddled.
我知道这种观点过时了 I know it's an unfashionable point of view,
但在我看来 人小时候的遭遇 but in my opinion, nothing that happens to you
根本无关紧要 as a child really matters.
说到无关紧要的事物 When it comes to things that don't matter,
你在我心目中排第一位 you're top of my list.
-你说蠢话来让自己显得没那么傲慢 -天啊 - Saying silly things to sound less pompous, - Oh, my word!
又说傲慢的话来让自己显得没那么蠢 and pompous things to sound less silly.
年轻的美国左翼分子 A ferocious backhand there
-使出猛烈的反手回击 -真可悲 - from the young American lefty. - It's pathetic.
你童年时期的遭遇的确毫不重要 尼古拉斯 Well, nothing that happened in your childhood did matter, Nicholas.
他所做的完全符合大家对他的期望 He just did exactly what everyone expected.
我拒绝为平淡无奇的童年道歉 Well, I refuse to apologize for an uneventful childhood,
也不为享受痛苦胜过快乐而道歉 or to relish the suffering over the happiness.
-大草坪 桶和铲子 -搞什么 - big lawns, buckets and spades, - What the fuck?
把硬币扔进丽思卡尔顿的金色水池里 Throwing coins into the golden pool at the Ritz.
你想吃一个无花果吗 Would you like a fig?
现在是最应季的时候 They're at their best this time of year.
来一个吧 我知道你有多喜欢 Go on - I know how much you like them.
我要用刀才吃得了 I'll need a knife.
抱歉 我真的尽力了 I'm sorry, I've really tried here,
但我实在待不下去了 but I can't do this anymore.
你是一个自大又愚蠢的马屁精 You... You are a pompous, silly little sycophant.
而唯一对你有利的是 And the only thing in your favor
你让他害怕 is that you frighten him.
除此之外 你就是个失败者 That aside, you're a failure.
我同情的是你的儿子 And it's your son I feel sorry for,
如果当时能如我所愿的话... and if I had my way then...
维克托 你可以留下来陪你的朋友 Victor, stay with your friends by all means,
但如果你真这么做 我以后都不想再看到你 but if you do then I never want to see you again.
不 不 我跟你一起走 No, no, I'm coming with you.
你们真得这么早就走吗 Must you leave so soon?
是的 埃莉诺 我明天得早起 Yes, Eleanor, I have to be up early
写...写我的书 to er... make some... some progress on my book.
埃莉诺 帕特里克在走廊 Eleanor, Patrick is in the hallway.
他很难过 而且孤单又害怕 He is sad and he's lonely and scared.
我答应了他会带你去找他 And I promised I'd bring you with me.
你能不能去问问他发生了什么 Will you come and find out what's happened?
埃莉诺 求你了 Eleanor, please.
埃莉诺 Eleanor.
维克托这么传统的人 For someone so conventional,
找的女朋友却那么标新立异 Victor does love an unconventional girlfriend.
几乎没什么比看一个聪明 Almost nothing is as entertaining
又自命不凡的犹太人气得面容扭曲更有意思了 as the contortions of a clever Jewish snob.
你能邀请一个犹太人来作客 就很有气量了 Very broad-minded of you to have one in the house at all.
你们俩都去死吧 Oh, do fuck off, the pair of you.
-谢谢你 -不 你说得对 - Thank you. - No, you were right.
人终究得反对残暴 In the end one must oppose cruelty,
哪怕只是拒绝参与其中 even if only by refusing to take part.
我们为什么要小声说话 Why are we whispering?
我也不知道 I have no idea!
等一下 Oh, one moment.
帕特里克 Patrick?
帕特里克 只有我在 Patrick? It's only me!
他一定是已经上床睡觉了 He must have gone to bed.
巴里 你真是我的救命恩人 Barry, you are saving my life.
我一向都是 不是吗 Like I always do?
他们很想让她过上乡村生活 They're desperate to get her into Country Life.
妈妈热爱玫瑰 Mummy's keen on roses,
爸爸喜欢马儿 Daddy loves the gee-gees.
我带他们去科芬园看歌剧《费加罗的婚礼》 I took them up to Covent Garden to see Le Nozze di Figaro,
但指挥走上指挥台时 and when the conductor came on the podium,
罗德尼·沃森-斯科特说 Rodney Watson-Scott said,
"瞧 他们等候发令准备起跑了" "Look, they're under starter's orders."
巴里 Barry.
明白了吗 You see?
没有你想的那么轻松 It's not as easy as you think.
睡不着吗 Can't sleep?
我也是 No, me neither.
一定是因为太兴奋了 Must be all the excitement.
这么多客人 All these people.
来 Here...
好点了吗 Is that better?
我先走了 I'll leave you now.
但你记住 But know one thing.
如果你告诉你妈妈 If you ever tell your mother...
或任何人 今天发生的事 or anyone else, about today..
我会把你撕成两半 I will snap you in two.
大卫·梅尔罗斯 1906-1982
约翰尼 Johnny?
你可以走了 You can go now.
睡不着吗 Can't sleep?
我也是 No, me neither.
肯定是因为太兴奋了 Must be all the excitement.
那么多人 All these people.
来 Here...
这样好点了吗 Is that better?
我走了 I'll leave you now.
但你记住 But know one thing.
如果你敢把今天的事 If you ever tell your mother...
告诉你妈妈 或者任何人 or anyone else, about today...
我就把你撕成两半 I will snap you in two.
伦敦 1990年11月
氟西汀[抗抑郁药物] 六小时服用一片 一天服用不要超过四片
大家好 欢迎来到电视募捐热场 Hello, and welcome to Telethon Tuneup.
节目中有很多要告诉你们的 Now there's lots to tell you about in the program.
但现在我在等巴士 But right now I'm waiting for a bus.
事实上 巴士正好来了 In fact, this is the bus now.
在你们看来这可能就是一辆普通巴士 I suppose it looks a fairly ordinary kind of bus to you,
但相信我 这辆巴士非常特别 but believe in me, this bus is pretty special,
因为车里有乐趣和阳光 是《视趣》 because inside it's got fun and sun - for Telefun.
不赖吧 上车了 Not bad, eh? Here we go.
你好 一张票 谢谢 到《视趣》站点 Hello. One ticket, please, to the Telefun spots
在海边的约克郡 谢谢 of Yorkshire-by-the-Sea. Thank you.
成交 A bargain.
梅尔罗斯
第一季 第三集
一点希望
夫人 Madam.
布丽奇特 亲爱的 Bridget, darling,
《登普斯特报》今早的新闻是怎么回事 what's this in Dempster this morning?
"200位来宾 40平方公里 "200 guests, 10,000 acres,
年度最强派对" party of the year."
好像我们是大富翁一样 Sounds like we're made of money!
我都让你不要接受媒体采访了 I told you not to talk to the press!
我没有跟媒体说 I didn't talk to the press!
"我只是请几位朋友过去 "'I'm just having a few friends over
庆祝我丈夫的生日 格雷夫森德女士说 to celebrate my husband's birthday,' says Lady Gravesend.
来宾中包括了玛格丽特公主" Guests include Princess Margaret."
说实话 我宁愿我没办 Frankly, I wish I hadn't bothered.
天色太昏暗了 如果是五月或者六月 It's so gray out there! If it was May or June,
我们还可以在大草坪上 但十一月 we could be out on the big lawn, but November--
我又不能决定自己何时出生 One can't help when one's born.
的确不能 太烦人了 No. It's extremely aggravating.
我已经让托尼早点过来打光了 I've asked Tony to come early to help brighten it up.
天哪 那个可怕的人根本就不该来 God. That appalling man shouldn't be coming at all.
就是个自大的画师和装修工而已 Jumped-up painter and decorator.
让他离玛格丽特公主远一点 死鹦鹉 Just keep him away from Princess Margaret. Little popinjay!
鹦鹉是什么 What is a popinjay, I wonder?
亲爱的 你是不是忘了什么 Darling, haven't you forgotten something?
生日快乐 Happy birthday!
在 是谁 Yes, hello?
你为什么没回复布丽奇特 Now, why haven't you replied to Bridget?
你必须来 开门 You simply must come. Open the door!
你知不知道光是 Do you have any idea how difficult it was
帮你拿到邀请函就有多困难 to get you invited in the first place?
我很感激 I'm very grateful,
但我觉得自己还没准备好面对别人 but I don't think I'm ready for the world just yet.
为什么窗帘都拉上了 Why are these curtains drawn?
拉开 There.
这样总比精神病院病房要好吧 Better than a psychiatric ward, I suppose.
理论上 我需要一杯喝的 Theoretically. I need a drink.
你这有喝的吗 能喝的那种 Do you have a drink, a proper drink?
没有 这也是我不住精神病院的原因之一 No, that's one of the reasons I was on the psychiatric ward.
-我这有草本茶 -别扯淡了 - I can offer you herbal teas. - Don't be absurd.
你至少应该开扇窗户 You know, you might at least open a window,
或者时不时出门走走 or take a step outside once in a while.
而你母亲 她快跟你一样隐世了 And your mother, she's almost as reclusive as you are.
是不是很棒 Amazing, isn't it?
她觉得人生不该只是参加派对 She thinks there might be more to life than going to parties.
是的 我一直觉得她有些特立独行 Yes, I always thought she was a little peculiar.
-她现在在哪儿 -据我所知 - Where is she? - As far as I'm aware
她在开车送一万支针管去波兰 she's driving a consignment of 10,000 syringes to Poland.
所有人都对她大唱颂歌 Everyone says it's marvelous of her,
但我还是觉得慈善应该从家开始 but I still think charity begins at home.
我真希望她把针管运到家里 I wish she'd bring them round here.
我以为你已经...放下了 I thought you'd ... put all that behind you.
放下 没放下 Behind me, in front of me.
你今天很伤感 You're very melodramatic today.
是的 我意识到我放弃了所有 Yes, well, I've realized I've given up everything
-却一无所获 -你习得了法律 - and taken up nothing. - You've taken up the law.
你现在可以"养活自己"了 You're going to "Work for a living".
是 我是这么希望的 Yes, that's the intention.
事实上 因为医药费 我现在必须如此了 In fact, it's a necessity now with the medical bills.
-但我还是感觉 -够了 坐下 - But I still feel as if life-- - That's enough. Sit down.
-你说什么 -坐下 - I beg your pardon? - Sit down.
虽然我很不想做"动员讲话" Offended as I am by the very idea of a "Pep talk",
但我别无选择 I'm left with no choice.
你不能烂死在这个破屋子里 You can't rot in this hovel.
尽管这非常令人沮丧 Quite apart from how depressing it is,
但这是我欠你老爸的 我得让你重新融入 I owe it to your dear papa to get you back
-生活的洪流 -但我怕的是 尼古拉斯 - into the swim of things. -But the fear is, Nicholas,
-我可能会淹死 -胡扯 - that I might drown. - Nonsense.
振作起来 找点衣服穿 Pull yourself together, find something to wear,
如果你一定要讲人生的话 你可以在派对上讲 and if you must talk about life, you can do so at the party.
肯定有人会听的 I'm sure someone will listen to you.
记住 这是派对 Remember, it's a party,
不是让你来享受的 you're not meant to enjoy it.
老天 Oh, God.
我知道你在想什么 色彩不够 I know what you're thinking, not enough color.
所以我给你带了这些 That's why I've bought you these.
我考虑了帐篷 杆子 彩带 I thought tents, I thought poles, I thought ribbons,
-五朔节花柱 -这些看上去像 - I thought maypoles. - They look like er...
桑尼的军团领带 专门定制的 Sonny's regimental tie. I had them specially made.
-很好 多少钱 -二十加上恼人费 - Wonderful. How much? - Oh, 20 and the dreaded.
了解 恼人费是什么 I see. What's the dreaded?
-增值税 -天啊 - V.A.T. - Goodness.
你真是个下流的姑娘 You are a naughty, naughty girl!
-我的天 -不穿衣服到处跑 - Oh, dear. - Running out here without--
我真希望保姆对贝琳达没这么差 I do wish Nanny wasn't quite so horrid to Belinda.
你怎么不把那老太婆炒了 Why don't you just sack the old hag?
她令人害怕 She's terrifying.
托尼 麻烦你把这布置得好看点 Tony, just...make it better, will you?
没问题 Darling.
你从哪儿搞来的这个 Where did you get this?
告诉我 哪儿来的 Tell me! Where?
-你偷来的吗 -保姆 - Did you steal it? - Nanny,
我相信不是她偷来的 I'm sure she didn't steal it.
多半是哪个保安落下的 One of the security men will have lost it.
我会找到它的主人 Here - I'll find out who it belongs to.
妈妈 你要来玩吗 Mummy, will you come and play?
你妈妈没空和你这种人玩 Your mummy's much too busy to play with the likes of you!
或许晚点可以 亲爱的 Maybe later, darling.
喂 Hello.
喂 能听到我吗 Hello, can you hear me?
你好 你的对讲机在我这儿 Hello, I've got your walkie-talkie.
我当然会告诉她 但今晚不行 Of course I'll tell her. But it can hardly be tonight
她才经历了这么多事 after all the trouble she's gone to.
可一直躲躲闪闪和撒谎 But all this skulking around and lying.
-在你派对上也这样 -我知道 我知道 - And at your party too. - I know, I know, I know.
但现在别想这个 亲爱的 But let's not think about that now, my love.
重要的是我能见到你本人 The important thing is I get to see you in the flesh,
哪怕只是瞥见一眼 even if it's just a glimpse.
你觉得那是谁 Who is that, d'you think?
你不去接吗 Aren't you going to answer it?
现在不想 Not this second.
布丽奇特今晚的派对 我需要你陪我去 Bridget's party tonight, I need you to come as my guest.
-是帕特里克 快去接 -黛比会去 - It's Patrick! Go and answer! - Debbie's going to be there.
我需要向黛比道歉 但我做不到 Debbie - who I need to apologize to but I can't,
除非嗑药 not without taking drugs,
而这正是我想要道歉的事 which is the very thing I need to apologize for.
茱莉亚 茱莉亚也会去还有她该死的丈夫 And Julia - Julia will be there and her bloody husband.
-喂 -你在啊 - Hello? - Oh, hello, you are there.
你怎么想的 我该去吗 Look, what do you think, should I go?
如果你觉得你想去的话 If you think you're up to it.
不 我当然不想去 但尼古拉斯·普拉特过来 No, of course I'm not, but Nicholas Pratt's been round here
一直怂恿我出门 practically marching me out of the door
说我需要顺应环境 saying I need to get back in the swing of things.
他要来吗 叫他一定要来 Is he coming? Tell him he has to come!
抱歉 你旁边有人吗 Sorry, are you with someone?
我也不想同意尼古拉斯·普拉特 但或许他是对的 I hate to agree with Nicholas Pratt, but perhaps he's right.
听着 你能帮我吗 你能来吗 Well, look, can you help me, can you come?
你能开车送我们吗 Can you drive us?
当然 但我得先去开个会 Yeah, of course, but I have to go to my meeting first.
什么会 那个会啊 What meeting? Oh, that meeting.
不知道你是怎么忍受那些事的 I don't know how you put up with those things.
那里是不是全是可怕的人 Isn't it full of the most ghastly people?
-哪个拥挤的房间不是这样 -是啊 - Isn't any crowded room? - Yes!
是啊 所以我更不能去这个该死的派对 Yes, which is exactly why I mustn't go to this bloody party!
3点了 到时见 It's three o'clock. I'll see you there.
对了 谁都可以去 It's open to everyone, by the way.
帕特里克·梅尔罗斯 他会很有意思的 Patrick Melrose. He'll be fun.
你跟他说过我们吗 Have you told him about us?
没 你叫我别说的 你呢 No, you told me not to. Have you?
我好多年没见过帕特里克了 I haven't seen Patrick for years.
他怎么说我的 What did he say about me?
他说 他很期待 He said...he's very much looking forward
见你丈夫 to meeting your husband.
-我也是 -天 我讨厌派对 - So am I. - Christ, I hate parties.
好了 Okay.
-20镑 -20镑 - 20 pounds. - 20 pounds?
那也太贵了吧 That seems rather a...lot.
我女儿说她会 My daughter said she'd erm...
不好意思 你来这干什么 Excuse me. Sorry, what are you doing here?
你说什么 I'm sorry?
你在找厨房吗 Are you looking for the kitchens?
不 不 No, no, erm...
我是沃森-斯科特太太 I'm Mrs. Watson-Scott.
布丽奇特的 布丽奇特夫人的妈妈 Bridget's...erm... Lady Bridget's mother.
是吗 Really?
那最好跟我来 来吧 Well, better follow me. Come along.
谢谢 Thank you.
-我最爱的姑娘好吗 -爸爸 - How's my favorite girl? - Daddy!
你真是个幸运的姑娘 What a lucky girl you are.
今天挺忙的 And on a busy day like this.
-要看什么书 -这本 - What are we reading? - This one.
可你已经看过了 But you've already read this.
拜托了 爸爸 这是我最喜欢的故事 Please, Dada, it's my favorite.
好吧 Very well.
"老鼠的家族世世代代都在 "For many generations, families of mice have made their homes
荆棘篱笆的树根和树干中筑家..." in the roots and trunks of the trees of Brambly Hedge..."
父母同框 还真是荣幸 Both parents in one day! We are honored.
我们没有时间了 我要你去和保安说一下 We haven't time for this. I need you to speak to security.
公主很快就到了 The Princess will be here soon.
这些东西你还到处放 You keep leaving these things lying around.
你说得是 Right you are.
你好 弗吉尼亚 Hello, Virginia.
你好 桑尼 生日快乐 Hello, Sonny. Happy birthday.
外婆 我都不知道你要来 Granny! I didn't know you were coming!
我这不是来了 Here I am!
你好 布丽奇特 亲爱的 还好吗 Hello, Bridget, darling. Everything alright?
再好不过了 Absolutely perfect.
好了 欢迎大家 Okay, everyone, welcome.
我叫哈利 我们要开始了 My name's Harry. If we can all start, please,
请大家安静一下 with a moment of silence.
我真应该从我小时候开始讲起 I should really begin with the childhood stuff.
一切都是从那时开始的 不是吗 I mean, that's when it all starts, isn't it?
但我不想再回忆一遍了 所以就快速带过吧 But I don't want to go into all that so, fast-forward:
我16岁的时候 I'm 16 years old
参加了一次学校组织的郊游 and I go on this school trip.
我记不太清是去哪了 比利时或法国吧 I can't actually remember where it was - Belgium or France...
但当我吸毒时 我觉得过马路很轻松 ..But when I was using, I found it easy to cross the road
因为我真心不在乎会不会被车撞 because I genuinely didn't care if I was run over or not.
但现在我在康复期 我真是害怕死了 But now I'm in recovery I'm fucking terrified.
我会走好几英里找斑马线过马路 I walk for miles for a zebra crossing.
就在今早 我发现自己 Just this morning I found myself
把芥末粉弄成了一条条的 chopping out lines of Colman's Mustard Powder.
整整齐齐 Little neat lines.
我泡茶时 就会担心 I make tea, and I find myself worrying
自己用茶匙舀了太多糖 that I've put too much sugar on the spoon.
我看电视 就会觉得电视是被我控制的 I watch TV and I start to think I'm controlling it.
我昨晚不敢看电视就是因为我担心 I couldn't watch last night 'cause I was worried about
盯着天气预报员看会让他分心 putting the weatherman off by staring at him.
所以 So...
我有时候想 "去你妈的 这有什么意义呢 Sometimes I think, "Fuck it, what's the point?
要复吸 Just...start...using again,
有什么理由能阻止你" What's to stop you?"
把这些说出来有什么帮助 Is...saying this out loud meant to help somehow?
现在我应该好受点了吗 Am I meant to feel better now?
就这些 Anyway.
-谢谢 -谢谢你 皮特 - Thanks. - Thanks, Peter.
还有人发言吗 So, anybody else
还有人没发过言吗 Anyone who hasn't spoken yet?
有 大家好 我是约翰尼 我是个瘾君子 Yeah. Hi. I'm Johnny. I'm an addict.
你好 约翰尼 Hi, Johnny!
我今晚要和一个好朋友去参加聚会 I'm going to a party tonight with a good friend,
他也在康复期 不是戒毒互助组的 also in recovery, not in NA.
我知道到时会有很多毒品 还有酒 And I know there'll be lots of drugs around, alcohol too...
我也要去 I'm going too!
-你好 约翰尼 -你好 - Hi, Johnny! - Hi.
反正 这是场大派对 Anyway, it's a big party
我觉得... and I just feel...
应该是诱惑重重 ..under threat, I suppose.
我今天想再次确定我戒毒的决心 And I wanted to reaffirm my desire to stay clean today,
希望也能坚定我朋友的决心 and hopefully keep my friend clean too.
好了 谢谢 Okay. Thanks.
-谢谢 约翰尼 -谢谢 约翰尼 - Thanks, Johnny. - Thanks, Johnny.
在结束前 现在是新人发言时间 Now before we finish, it's newcomer time.
新来的才能发言 有人吗 Newcomers only, please. Anyone?
有人吗 Anyone?
好吧 大家一起和我来做平静祷告 Okay, if you could all join me in the Serenity Prayer.
主啊 请赐我恩典去泰然接受 God, give me grace to accept with serenity
那些不能改变之事 the things that cannot be changed.
赐我勇气去改变 那些应被改变之事 Courage to change the things which should be changed...
我就知道你说的是齐特利 I knew you were talking about Cheatley!
不过帕特里特·梅尔洛斯也真的会去吗 Hey, but is it true that Patrick Melrose is coming?
因为我不确定我们这种人 'Cause I'm not sure it's good for people like us
应该和那种有负面影响的人在一起 to be around that negativ--
他来了 And here he is!
-你好 帕特里特 -阿曼达 - Hello, Patrick! - Amanda.
很高兴看见你出来活动 Nice to see you out and about.
阿曼达刚在问你去不去参加派对 Amanda was just wondering if you were coming to the party.
-可能会去 -太好了 - You know, I think I may. - Great!
到那儿见 I'll see you there!
可能要跟你开个紧急会议 Might need you for an emergency meeting.
知道你要去我更有安全感了 I'll feel safer knowing you're there.
好的 再见 帕特里克 Okay. Bye. Patrick.
她不是瘾君子 她只是喜欢吸点可卡因 She's not an addict, she just likes a bit of coke.
是个外行 Amateur!
老实说 我不知道你是怎么忍下来的 Honestly, I don't know how you stand it.
那些口号 愚昧的术语 The slogans, the fatuous jargon--
这不是希望他们戒毒失败的理由 That's not a reason to hope they fail.
我没有希望他们失败 I don't hope they fail.
我只是不明白怎么有人能受得了这么虚伪的东西 I just don't know how anybody can bear the hypocrisy.
他们对这个也有个口号 "假装去做到" They have a slogan for that too. "Fake it to make it."
老天 比我想得还糟 Christ, it's worse than I thought.
-这只是个忏悔的地方 -好吧 - It's just a place to confess. - Fine.
除非你想忏悔一些重要而从未发生的事 If you confess to things that matter and people never do.
就算是 大声说出来也是有帮助的 Even so, if it helps to say these things out loud.
-但真的没那个必要 -为什么 - But it's just so unnecessary! - Why?
你难道不觉得戒毒很难吗 Don't you find it hard not to take drugs?
当然 戒毒的痛苦简直就是噩梦 Of course. It's a fucking nightmare, being lucid.
约翰尼 那就像是身体里无休止的杀戮 My inner-life, Johnny, is an endless reel of decapitations
像恶狗在我的肝脏里撕咬 and dogs fighting over the liver
那种感觉我不会想再经历 多谢提醒 that I'd quite like back, thank you very much.
如果我不惧怕忘记的痛苦 Oblivion would be wonderful,
有些事我真想忘了 if I didn't have this horror of forgetting.
-什么事 -别想试图套我的话 - Forgetting what? - Don't try and make me share.
别想拉我进你的小邪教组织 Don't try to recruit me to your little cult.
有些事我从未向别人提起 以后也不会 There are things I haven't told anybody, and never will.
包括你 Including you.
那好吧 我不会再问了 Well, fine, then. I won't ask.
我正想来杯伯爵红茶 十分感谢 I'd just like some Earl Grey tea. Thank you very much!
妈咪 看外婆给了我什么 Mummy! Look what Granny got me!
-你想来一颗吗 -你千万别给她糖吃 - Would you like one? - You mustn't give her sweets.
吃糖对牙齿不好 They're very bad for her teeth.
保姆强烈反对她吃糖 对吧 Nanny disapproves terribly. Don't you, Nanny?
是的 你们在说什么 Yes, I do. What are we talking about?
不 绝对不能在儿童房里吃糖 No! Absolutely no sweeties in the nursery!
现在我不在房间里了 I'm not in the nursery anymore!
现在她又过于兴奋了 And now she's over-excited!
也许晚餐后可以给她吃一两颗 Perhaps she could just have one or two after dinner.
对了 说到晚餐 Yes, now, the dinner.
我该告诉你的 I meant to tell you,
你要和我们的邻居一起去外面吃 you're going out for supper with our neighbors,
博辛顿大道 the Bossington-Lanes.
晚餐时这里会太沉闷 太正式 It's just gonna be so stuffy and formal here
玛格丽特公主要来 with Princess Margaret.
你不会介意吧 Oh, you don't mind, do you?
我们只是觉得如果出去吃 We just thought it'd be nicer,
你会更舒服 更放松 more relaxed, round their dinner table.
之后你可以来回来参加大派对 And then you can join us later for the big party,
-激动人心的环节 -不不 我不介意 - you know, the exciting bit. - No, no, that sounds very nice.
抱歉失陪一下 我得... Will you excuse me? I must just...
你该拿奥斯卡奖 You deserve an Oscar.
-我也是在为她着想 -当然 - I'm thinking of her too! - Of course.
外婆伤心了吗 Is Granny upset?
你怎么会那么想呢 What on earth makes you say that?
她离开的时候很难过 She looked sad when she left.
那只是她放松时的正常表情 That's just the way her face looks when it relaxes.
好了继续吧 还有很多事没做呢 Well, must get on. So much still to do!
"提前预订 避免失望" "Book early to avoid disappointment."
这位跑过六次马拉松的人 A man who's run six marathons,
从英国的西南极端跑到了奥格罗茨 has run from John o' Groats to Land's End.
晚上好 Good evening.
但夜幕降临时 气温也会随之降低 But as night falls, so will those temperatures.
近日无极端天气影响 Nothing unusual for this time of year,
今晚将会是个明朗无雾的夜 and it's gonna be a dry night,
伴随着气温为... but with temperatures of one...
气温为... Temperatures of erm...
明天我们将关注... Tomorrow, we're looking at
老天 这地方糟透了 Good God, what an appalling dump.
看见我沦落到什么地步了吗 You see what I'm reduced to?
左边还是右边 Now, left or right?
无所谓 Don't mind.
我很累了 I'm a very tired man.
过来陪我聊聊 帕特里克 Come and talk to me, Patrick.
帕特里克 过来陪你亲爱的老爸聊聊 Patrick. Come and talk to your dear old dad.
求你了 Please.
我要去洗手间 I'm going to the bathroom.
别太久 Well, don't be long.
帕特里克 Patrick?
帕特里克 你在哪 Patrick, where are you?
帕特里克 Patrick!
约翰尼 我们能赶紧离开这儿吗 Johnny, can we get out of here, as soon as possible?
路线 手套 Lines. Gloves.
到时候我们会通知你回来 Now we'll let you know when it's time to come back.
-好的 -别太早 - Yes. - Not too early!
-妥妥的 -别那么说 - Righty-o! - Don't say righty-o.
抱歉 肯定是听你父亲这么说过 I'm sorry. Must have got it from your father!
-你身上带钱了吗 -带了带了 - Do you have some money? - Yes, yes, I think so.
从车站打出租车 The taxi was a lot more expensive
比我想象的贵多了 than I thought from the station.
公主来了 她到了 Here comes the Princess! She's here!
天啊 我会之后付给你的 快走吧 For goodness sake, I'll pay you back later. Just go!
开车 快开车 Drive, drive!
-记住 别刻意奉承 -妥妥的 - Remember. Don't fawn. - Righty-o.
你别也这样 Not you too.
-老天啊 布丽奇特 -桑尼只要最好的 - Bloody hell, Bridget. - Only the best for Sonny.
待在附近别走远 可以吗 Stay close. Don't go too far away, will you?
好的 I won't.
保持镇定 你能应付 Hold your nerve. It's gonna be fine.
你那位旧情人布丽奇特·格雷夫森德 So this old flame of yours, Bridget Gravesend,
-她是出身名门吗 -当然不是 - she's bien née? - Dear me, no.
她父亲是二手汽车销售员 Father was very used-car-salesman,
母亲只是个小镇姑娘 mother pure Surrey Pines.
"都不是来自上流社会" 如你所说 "Not quite from the top basket," As you say.
全是熟面孔 All the old faces.
如果我那该死的老爸从哪根柱子后面蹦出来 I wouldn't be surprised if my fucking father
我一点都不会惊讶 leapt out from behind one of these pillars.
先生们 要喝香槟吗 Champagne, gentlemen?
-不用 -不了 谢谢 - No. - No, thank you.
我很久没在不嗑药时和陌生人聊天了 Years since I've talked to strangers without drugs.
就算是我们嗑药那会儿 Even when we did take drugs,
我们看到的也只是厕所里面 all we ever saw was the inside of loos.
对 现在我去厕所时 我对自己说 Yes. Nowadays when I go to the loo, I say to myself,
"你在这干嘛 你已经不嗑药了" "What are you doing here? You don't take drugs anymore."
我冲出厕所后才意识到我是要撒尿 It's only after I've stormed out that I remember I need a piss.
我想那些"年轻人"今晚会吃摇头丸 I suppose "the young" will be taking ecstasy this evening.
摇头丸 非成瘾的快感 Ecstasy, the non-addictive high.
说我老土吧 Call me old-fashioned,
但我真不明白非成瘾的毒品有什么好 but I don't really see the attraction of a non-addictive drug.
如果不会毁了你 那吸来干嘛 If it doesn't fuck you up, what's the point?
天啊 我得喝一杯 Christ, I need a drink!
-不了 谢谢 -不用 谢谢 - No, thank you. - No, thank you.
和你说这个 我感觉有点傻 Look, I feel a bit stupid, saying this to you,
但如果你真的想聊聊... but...if you did want to talk--
天啊 别再试图拉我去了 For fuck's sake, stop trying to recruit me.
-只是以朋友的身份聊 -对不起 - Purely as a friend. - I'm sorry.
帕特里克·梅尔罗斯 我一直听说你不在了 Patrick Melrose. I kept hearing you'd died.
死过一两回而已 Only once or twice.
布丽奇特 你看起来特别美 Bridget, you look lovely.
真的 你真的很美 It's true, you do.
谢谢你们 Thank you, both of you.
我把你安排坐在会照看你的人边上 Now, I've put you next to someone who'll keep an eye on you.
我的表妹 玛丽 My cousin, Mary.
玛格丽特公主殿下 Her Royal Highness, Princess Margaret.
她来了 Here she is.
记着千万别在玛格丽特公主入座前坐下 Remember don't sit down until P.M. sits down!
夫人 Ma'am!
我当然喜欢乡下 Of course I love the countryside,
但我真的希望一切都静止 but I do wish everything would stay still.
我很在乎美感 I'm so aesthetic.
我想排列好奶牛 I want to arrange the cows
然后把它们黏在定点上 and then glue them to the spot.
托尼 你太逗了 Tony, you are funny!
他到底来干嘛 该死的拉斯普京 What's he doing here, anyway? Bloody Rasputin!
指俄国妖僧格里高利·拉斯普京
你真可笑 可笑的势利鬼 You're ridiculous, a ridiculous snob.
-夫人 我能否... -为什么 - Ma'am, if I could just-- - Why?
-我坐在哪儿 -挨着法国大使 - Where am I sitting? - Next to the French Ambassador.
我想是马塞尔·普鲁斯特说过[法国作家] I think it was Marcel Proust who said
晚宴客人的数量 that the number of guests at a dinner
应该大于美惠女神的数目[3] should be more than the Graces,
但少于缪斯女神的数目[9] but less than the Muses.
但这真是太盛大了 But this is absolutely extraordinary.
我不知道你在说什么 I don't know what you're talking about.
我们开始吧 Shall we get started?
操 Fuck.
我的侍女对着出租车司机说 My lady-in-waiting turned to the taxi driver and said,
"送我们去皇家花园酒店" "Take us to the Royal Garden Hotel."
你也知道 这个酒店是在路的尽头 Which, as you know, is at the bottom of the drive.
出租车司机对着我点点头说 And the taxi driver nodded at me and said,
"我知道她住在哪儿" "I know where she lives!"
这故事真棒 What a wonderful story!
他们真棒 模范公民 What wonderful people! Salt of the earth.
人的确喜欢旅行... One does like to travel...
我之前见过你 I saw you earlier.
在前台 我们住在同一家酒店 In reception. We're staying at the same hotel.
著名的科茨沃尔德烤羊肉之乡 Home of the famous Cotswold Carvery.
"提前预订 避免失望" "Book early to avoid disappointment."
是的 我要早知道这么简单就好了 Yes, if only I'd known it was so easy.
比起这儿 你更愿意去那里吗 Would you rather be there than here?
几乎哪里都比这儿强 Almost anywhere.
只是如果我不在这儿 Except if I wasn't here,
这里就是我唯一想去的地方 this is the only place I'd want to be.
那你怎么做到的 So...how do you manage?
避免失望 To avoid disappointment.
不可能的 It's impossible.
救赎一触即散 Salvation crumbles the moment you touch it.
看看这些人 I mean, look at all these people:
势利小人 巴结权贵之徒 snobs, social climbers,
老古董 museum pieces.
我必须说 我也不知道我为什么在这儿 I must say, I'm not sure why I'm here either.
我觉得布丽奇喜欢让家人知道她爬上去了 I think Bridget likes the family to know she's arrived.
的确 但爬到哪儿呢 I'm sure. But arrived where?
这是什么 鹿肉吗 What is this? Venison?
浇了黑糊糊的酱汁 看不出来 It's hard to tell in this murky sauce.
对 是鹿肉 很抱歉酱汁这么糟 Yes, it is venison. I'm awfully sorry about the sauce.
真是恶心透了 It's perfectly disgusting.
你喜欢吗 是鹿肉 Do you like it? It's venison.
真是好吃极了 Really, it is something absolutely marvelous.
酱汁味道非常精妙 And the sauce, it's so subtle.
我都不知道这个国家有这么好的厨艺 I didn't know one could find such cooking in this country...
夫人 Ma'am.
夫人 对不起 酱汁撒到您身上 Ma'am. I'm sorry. The sauce.
擦干净 Wipe.
-什么 -我说擦干净 - I beg your pardon? - I said wipe.
好的 没问题 Yes. Sure.
不好意思 Excuse me.
酱汁在我盘子里时 I thought I couldn't dislike the sauce more
我还以为我不可能更讨厌它了呢 when it was on my plate.
酱汁糟透了 对不起 夫人 The sauce has been a disaster, Ma'am, I'm so sorry.
你不用道歉 There's no need for you to apologize.
-看 还有一处 -雅克 - Look, another one. - Jacques--
杰奎琳 我做了不可原谅的事 Jacqueline, I have done something unpardonable.
夫人 让我来吧 Ma'am, let me help you.
不用 他洒的 就让他来擦 No. He spilt it. He should wipe it up!
-是的 -事实上 - Yes. - In fact,
某些人要不是因为被耽搁了 one feels he could have had a great career in dry-cleaning
本来能在干洗这一行发展得很不错呢 if he hadn't been blown off course.
快点 雅克 已经够了 Allez, Jacques, that's enough.
那里还有一块污渍 擦干净 There's another spot there. Wipe it up!
这太过分了 C'est insupportable!
被这种恶心的酱汁浇到 What is "Insupportable" Is being showered
才叫过分 with this revolting sauce!
我不用提醒你 I needn't remind you that
你丈夫在圣詹姆斯法庭担任大使吧 your husband is Ambassador to the Court of St. James!
沉默 我不喜欢沉默 Silence. I don't approve of silences!
我会收到里士满公园送来的黇鹿 I get fallow deer sent to me from Richmond Park.
得在名单上才能收到 You have to be on the list.
女王说"把你自己列入名单里" 我就照做了 The Queen said to me, "Put yourself on the list." So I did.
十分明智 夫人 How very sensible, Ma'am.
我最佩服玛格丽特公主的一点就是 What I admire about Princess Margaret
她总能让所有人都感到自在 is the way she puts everyone at their ease.
你还好吗 Are you alright?
操他妈的 Putain de merde!
你好 小姑娘 Hello, little girl.
你是谁呀 Who are you?
我是贝琳达 I'm Belinda.
玛格丽特公主在里面吗 Is Princess Margaret in there?
我忘了 桑尼 你有孩子吗 Remind me, Sonny, do you have any children?
有的 夫人 一个女儿 七岁 Yes, indeed, Ma'am. A daughter, seven years old.
那就是没有男性继承人了 No male heir, then?
即使如此 我还是很喜欢她 Even so, I'm very fond of her.
当然了 在很多方面我觉得自己有责任 Of course, in many ways I feel responsible.
毕竟 是我 It was I, after all,
在你亲爱的父亲家里 who introduced the humble Miss Watson-Scott, as she then was,
把当时身份低微的沃森-斯科特小姐带进了上流社会 to the beau monde at your dear father's house.
谁又知道她注定会左右上层社会呢 Who knew then she was destined to command the heights of society?
你很幸运 像你这样堕落的人 You're very lucky, you know, a reprobate like you,
能被邀请到这种盛大场合 to be invited to this glittering occasion.
我感激不尽 I'm eternally grateful.
-你还撑得住吗 -很想喝酒 - How are you managing? - Dying for a drink.
这酒确实不错 我很同情你 Well, this is quite delicious, you have my sympathy.
我从未有过毒瘾 I've never been a heroin addict
但我也戒过烟 but I did have to give up cigarettes,
-对我来说相当艰难 -天啊 - which was quite hard enough. - Oh dear.
-是不是该去... -失陪一下 - Do you think someone-- - Will you excuse me a moment?
你在找谁吗 Are you looking for someone?
我想见见玛格丽特公主 I wanted to meet Princess Margaret.
我明白了 I see.
我觉得你不要见她比较好 相信我 Well, I think you'd be better off without, believe me.
我们去叫你母亲过来好吗 Why don't we ask your mother to come over?
瞧 来了位睡不着觉的小家伙 Look. There's a little person who can't sleep.
那是谁 Who is that?
恐怕那是我的女儿 夫人 I'm afraid it's my daughter, Ma'am.
-她该睡觉了 -谢谢 帕特里克 - She should be in bed. - Thank you, Patrick.
宝贝 你怎么还没睡 这是成年人的晚宴 Darling, what are you doing up? This is a dinner for grown-ups.
-哪一个是玛格丽特公主 -是啊 - Which one's Princess Margaret? - Yes.
何不让你母亲把你介绍给她呢 Why don't you get your mother to present you to her?
可以吗 妈妈 Will you, Mummy?
-求你了 -你参与政治吗 - Please. - Are you involved in politics?
就我而言 我不介意谁执政 For my own part, I don't mind who's in government
只要他们治理得不错就行了 as long as they're good at governing.
无论如何都得避开的是那种墙头草 What we must avoid at all costs is these windscreen wipers:
左 右 左 右 left, right, left, right...
-夫人 我想给您介绍下... -现在不行 - Ma'am, I'd like to introduce-- - Not now.
她该上床睡觉了 不然只会变得过于兴奋 She should be in bed. She'll only get over-excited.
没错 说真的 亲爱的 她怎么跑出来的 Quite right. Honestly, darling, how did she escape?
走吧 Go on.
我觉得我们是时候加入其他人了 Now, I really think it's about time we joined the others.
一定要吗 Must we?
我们在这儿挺舒心的 We've been having such a cozy time.
我真讨厌大型派对 I do so hate big parties.
我也是 全是我妻子的主意 So do I. It was all my wife's idea.
桑尼和我真的很感谢你 Sonny and I are so grateful to you.
只要桑尼需要尽管找我 但尽量避开布丽奇特 Anything for Sonny. Try to avoid Bridget, though.
-她有时候会相当暴躁 -没问题 - She can be rather fierce. - Of course.
如果保安问到 你是来扮成我妻子的 If security asks, you're to pretend to be my wife.
我要装到什么地步呢 How far am I meant to go with that?
帕特里克在这呢 Patrick's here.
天啊 Oh Christ.
先生 Sir.
天啊 真是个惊喜 My dear, what a nice surprise!
乔治 George!
我坐在这儿是因为我在其他地方什么都听不见 I'm sitting here because I can't hear anything otherwise.
我以为人都应该活在安静的绝望中 I thought people were supposed to lead lives of quiet desperation.
还不够安静 Not quiet enough.
你有找到什么喜欢做的事吗 Have you found something that you enjoy doing?
有 但很遗憾我不得不放弃了 Yes, but sadly I've had to give that up.
那你就是犯了最大的一种罪 Then you're guilty of the greatest sin of all.
-是吗 -浪费时间 - Am I? - Wasting time.
你必须有所贡献 You must make a contribution.
没有人是一座孤岛 No man is an island,
虽然这里的很多人倒是真有一座岛 though there are a surprising number here who own one.
还不只是苏格兰周围的岛 and not just in Scotland.
但你确实是对的 Though, of course you're right.
我父亲曾经对我说过 and my father once said to me,
"善用你的天赋 "If you have a talent, use it.
否则你这辈子都会很悲惨" Or you'll be miserable all your life."
这是他说过的唯一一句不含恶意的话 It was just about the only non-hostile remark he ever made.
他是个非常聪明的人 He was a very brilliant man,
但他应该从来都不快乐 but he was never happy, I think.
是的 不过我现在很少想起他了 Yes, well...I hardly ever think of him these days.
他绝不想看到你重蹈他的覆辙 帕特里克 He would've hated you to make the same mistakes, Patrick.
别再浪费时间了 No more wasted time.
我得去找我的... I...I must...go and find my...
好的好的 去吧 Yes, yes, yes. Go. Go.
-帕特里克 -黛比 - Patrick. - Debbie.
你看起来真漂亮 You look lovely.
不过你在派对上一向很漂亮 But then you always did at parties.
你竟然还记得 I'm surprised you remember.
你那时不是在楼上和别人上床 You were either upstairs in bed with someone else,
就是在厕所里晕过去了 or passed out in the loo.
是啊 其实我正想和你说这件事 Yes, that's actually something I wanted to talk to you about.
我觉得我当时对你不太好 我... I don't think I was terribly nice to you and I--
我知道这是干什么 12步戒毒法对吧 I know this one. This is a 12-step thing, isn't it?
我是你"道德自省"的一部分吧 I'm part of your "moral inventory".
-不 我只是... -失陪了 - No, I just-- - Will you excuse me?
大卫 辛迪 David, Cindy!
辛迪 你来了 Cindy. You made it!
生日快乐 亲爱的 Happy birthday, darling.
桑尼 你确定能这么光明正大吗 Sonny, are you sure this is all above board?
布丽奇特刚刚狠狠盯了我一眼 Bridget just gave me the most terrible scowling look.
按编好的剧本说 Just stick to the story.
你遇见了辛迪 而你太太又来不了 You met Cindy, your wife couldn't come,
就让她陪你来 没先跟我们说 asked her instead, didn't check
和我一点关系都没有 it's nothing to do with me.
好吧 Right. So...
我遇见了辛迪 我老婆来不了 让辛迪来 I met Cindy, wife couldn't come, asked Cindy instead...
-你好呀 -生日快乐 亲爱的 - Hello, you. - Happy birthday, darling.
真高兴你来了 So glad you're here.
这是我最好的生日礼物 It's the best birthday present--
我发现漂亮女人有个共性 What I find with beautiful women
要是一个人孤独等待了很久很久 is that after one's waited around for ages,
她们就会蜂拥而至 和公交车一样 they all arrive at once, like buses are supposed to do.
虽说我从来没等过公交车 Not that I've ever waited around for a bus.
看看玛格丽特公主 Look at Princess Margaret.
人们可得小心 别被她绊倒 One has to be careful not to trip over her.
刚才那场面真难堪 That was quite a scene.
是啊 我很敬佩玛格丽特公主 Yes, I do admire P.M.
她和你父亲一样懂得享受生活 She has something of your father's joie-de-vivre.
-想想看他们相遇的场面 -可以想象 - Imagine if they'd met! - Imagine.
她用一个小意外 The way she used a minor accident
让大使出了大洋相 to screw maximum humiliation out of the Ambassador.
我倒是相当佩服他夫人 Of course I'm absolutely devoted to his wife, who,
那副光鲜面孔下藏了颗阴险恶毒的心 behind that phoney chic, is a genuinely malicious person.
-他们来了 -我先失陪了 - And here they are! - Will you excuse me?
我得去和女主人聊聊 I must go and talk to our hostess.
希望我们没吓跑你那年轻的朋友 I hope we didn't drive away your young friend.
-他看起来很紧张 -没有他我们也能聊 - He seemed very nervous. - We can get on without him.
亲爱的雅克 你对付那个讨厌女人的手段 Mon cher Jacques, I thought you were absolutely brilliant,
真是非常高明 the way you handled that tiresome woman.
谢谢 但我觉得有王室成员在降低了聚会乐趣 Thank you, but I feel the royal presence bearing down on us.
或许我们应该探索一下聚会的意义 Maybe we could explore the depths of the party.
我亲爱的朋友 你就是聚会的意义 My dear fellow, you are the depths of the party.
再见 Au revoir!
一会儿见 A tout l'heure.
和敌人闲混呢 Consorting with the enemy?
他们来找我寻求安慰 女士 They came to me for sympathy, Ma'am.
我说他们找错人了 I told them they'd come to the wrong place!
他就是个笨手笨脚的傻瓜 He's a clumsy fool,
至于他那烦人的老婆... and as to his absurd wife...
你们好 这派对是不是很棒 Hello, there! Isn't this a lovely party?
夫人 Ma'am.
我过会儿再来找你 好吗 I'll come and find you later, alright?
好的 Yes.
-那是谁 -我女儿 - Who was that? - My daughter.
我刚说到哪儿了 我节奏都乱了... Now, where was I? I've quite lost my flow...
我印象最深的事 The main thing I remember,
除了你那讨厌鬼父亲以外 apart from your poisonous father,
就是那栋漂亮的房子 was that beautiful house.
跟这一切没得比 Nothing compared to all of this.
是啊 世事变迁还挺有意思的 Yes, it's funny how things turn out.
一切都很棒 我只希望没这么多垃圾待在这 It's all lovely, I just wish it wasn't full of such awful shits.
当然不包括你 还有妈妈 Not you, of course. Or Mummy.
我当时觉得你...非常酷 You seemed... incredibly cool to me,
不像我父母平时来往的人 unlike my parents' usual crowd.
也更友善 And kinder too.
友善 Kind?
你确定不是把我记成别人了吗 You're sure you're not confusing me with someone else?
你愿意跟她聊一会儿吗 You wouldn't be an angel and talk to her for a second, would you?
妈妈 妈妈 Mummy, mummy.
这是我的老朋友帕特里克·梅尔罗斯 This is my old friend Patrick Melrose.
我记得他 Yes, I remember.
这派对真盛大啊 So. Quite a party!
布丽奇特 派对很棒 Bridget! Lovely party!
我只是想澄清下 I just want to clarify...
我遇到了辛迪 我妻子不能来 所以... I met Cindy, my wife couldn't come, so...
开始显怀了 我能摸摸吗 ..Starts to show. May I touch it?
桑尼 有什么好摸的 Sonny. There's nothing to touch.
还没几个星期呢 Not for weeks yet.
怎么了 亲爱的 What is it, darling?
我刚看到辛迪·史密斯和桑尼在一起 I just saw Cindy Smith with Sonny.
我说我们不该邀请她 I said we shouldn't invite her
因为我们不认识她 可她还是来了 'cause we didn't know her and now she's here.
-我只是有点偏执 -是啊 大概吧 - I'm just being paranoid. - Yes, yes. Probably.
大概是偏执 Probably paranoid?
我们能去别处说吗 Is there somewhere we can go?
萨克斯手乔·瓦格纳 Joe Wagner on the saxophone.
帕特里克·梅尔罗斯 你怎么不喝酒 Patrick Melrose, why aren't you drinking?
-生日快乐 桑尼 -长号手唐·威尔斯 - Happy birthday, Sonny! - Don Wills on the trombone!
我非常讨厌这一点 You know, I frightfully dislike this bit.
凭什么认为我们想知道他们的名字呢 What makes you think we wanna know their names?
我看到你跟布丽奇特聊天 Saw you talking to Bridget...
短号手奇力·威利 Chilly Willy Watson on cornet.
她看上去无比暴躁 She looked awfully stormy.
桑尼 我能跟帕特里克说句话吗 Sonny, may I steal Patrick for a moment?
-奇力·威利·沃森 -你还好吧 - Chilly Willy Watson! - You alright?
-没事 抱歉 我想我... -这边说 - Yes, sorry, I... I just thought I... - Let's go here.
我想着要把你从男主人那里救出来 I thought I'd save you from our host.
那人散发着扑面而来的愚蠢气息 There's an air of palpable stupidity that comes off that man,
就像打开桑拿房门一样 like opening the door to a sauna.
-有道理 -不 - It makes sense. - No.
不 我今晚不能告诉她 No, I can't tell her tonight.
你可以告诉她我... You can tell her I'm...
天啊 看看这帮人 My God, look at them all.
我从小就认识这些人了 I remember these people from my childhood.
冷酷又无趣 Hard and dull.
他们是最后的马克思主义者 They're the last Marxists.
最后一群相信阶级能解释一切的人 The last people to believe class is a total explanation.
我们离开这儿 走吧 Let's get out of here. Come on.
你们俩嘀咕什么呢 What are you two muttering about?
你好啊 陌生人 Hello, stranger.
老天 Oh, Christ.
约翰尼 帕特里克 这是我丈夫 Johnny, Patrick, this is my husband.
-他叫安格斯 -派对真热闹 - This is Angus. - Quite a party.
肯定花了一大笔钱吧 Must have cost a pretty penny, eh?
我丈夫执迷于计算花销 My husband is obsessed with how much everything costs.
不如去给我拿杯喝的 酒水免费 Why don't you get me a drink? They're free.
-约翰尼会帮你的 -其实 - Johnny will help you. - Actually,
-约翰尼和我正要... -来吧 - Johnny and I were just about to-- - Come on!
来啊 Come on, then.
他表面多么风光 He looked so good on paper
其实他连特价往返票不使用回程 but he's completely obsessed with whether a cheap-day return
能否退费 都斤斤计较 is refundable if you don't use the second half.
我们去聊聊吧 再见到你真是太好了 Shall we go exploring? It's very good to see you again.
我想你也许把我当成不良影响了 I thought perhaps you'd been avoiding me.
-避之不及 -不是躲你 是躲世界 - As a bad influence. - Not you. The world.
反正你来了 Well... You're here now.
也许我们能让这无聊的派对活跃起来 Perhaps we can liven up this dreary party.
你确实得踢遍很多死尸才能发现一个活的 You certainly have to kick a lot of bodies to find a live one.
托尼有一些可卡因 Tony's got some charlie.
我猜现在这是违反规定的 I suppose that's against the rules now.
-对吗 -理论上说是的 - Is it? - I think technically, yes.
老天 你们为什么都如此无趣 Christ, why are you all so dull?
以前男人跟我聊他们怎样用黄油做爱 Men used to talk to me about how they used butter for sex.
现在他们告诉我为了健康戒掉黄油了 Now they tell me how they've eliminated it from their diet.
看 那是黛比 她很美吧 Look, there's Debbie. Doesn't she look beautiful?
非常美 Very.
我想我该去找约翰尼了 I suppose I'd better go and find Johnny.
-我们随时可以上楼 -上楼干嘛 - We could always go upstairs. - Upstairs. What for?
做爱 没有附加条件 For sex. No strings.
好吧 我想可以来一发 Well, I suppose it's something to do.
-谢谢你 -不不 我很愿意 - Thank you. - No, no, I'm very keen.
那就来吧 我们走 Well, come on, then, let's go.
-抱歉女士 不能... -我们住这儿 - I'm sorry, ma'am, the house-- - We're staying here.
谢谢 Thank you!
我还是这觉得这主意糟透了 I can't help thinking this is a terrible idea.
听 Listen!
多么丢脸 ..Humiliating that is!
明早再说可以吗 Please talk about this in the morning.
我们就要现在说 We will talk about it now!
客人们开始起疑我们去哪儿了 Our guests are beginning to wonder where we--
我才不管你的狗屁客人 I don't care about your fucking guests!
你说 这是不是第一次... Tell me, is it the first time...
你一定听说了 You must have heard.
-婚外情吗 -更刺激了 - About the affair? - Oh, it gets better.
辛迪怀了一个宝贝男胎 Cindy's pregnant with a precious boy-child.
桑尼太渴望有一个男性继承人 Sonny's so desperate for a male heir
他打算让辛迪成为新的格雷夫森德伯爵夫人 he's going to make Cindy next Countess of Gravesend.
可怜的布丽奇特 Poor Bridget.
就像卑微的亨利八世 Like some tin-pot Henry VIII.
老实说 我不笑不行 Honestly, you have to laugh.
不笑没什么不行 Well, you don't have to laugh.
别这么伪善 是她活该 Oh, don't be so pious. Serves her right.
-为什么 -你知道为什么 - What for? - You know what for.
趋炎附势 难怪她看上去这么疲惫 All that climbing. No wonder she looks so tired.
知道吗 我保留对你的看法 You know, I have my reservations about your character.
我也是 赶紧走吧 Me too. Quick. Let's go.
你在这儿跟她上床了 Did you fuck her here?
没有 好吧 有 但没在我们卧室 No! Yes, yes, alright, but not in our bedroom!
你猜我在跟谁有婚外情 Guess who I'm having an affair with?
非要现在聊这个吗 Do we have to talk about this now?
你朋友约翰尼 Your friend Johnny.
这让我性致全无 That's completely put me off.
我以为你会想把我抢回来 I thought you might want to steal me back.
约翰尼人很好 但那正是问题所在 Johnny's perfectly nice but that's the problem.
我得知你今晚要来 我很开心 I was so pleased when I found out you were coming tonight.
帕特里克·梅尔罗斯 Patrick Melrose.
让我措手不及 It took me by surprise.
-事实上 我很想你 -我也是 - The fact is, I've missed you. - Me... Me too.
但是... But I think...
我更想继续跟约翰尼当朋友 I think I'd prefer to remain friends with Johnny.
真的吗 Really?
我只是不想再有讽刺和冲突 I just don't want any more irony and tension.
可你就喜欢讽刺和冲突啊 But you love irony and tension!
我想你以为大家都跟你一样 I think you imagine everyone else is just like you.
滚开 帕特里克 Fuck off, Patrick.
好了 我们还是下去吧 Alright, I think we'd better go down, don't you?
不然我们会吵起来 Before we have a row.
-你先走 -天啊 你真混蛋 - You go first. - God, you're a pain.
老天 Oh, God.
我打碎了一个玻璃杯 别告诉我爸爸 I broke a glass. Don't tell my father.
那你妈妈呢 你想告诉你妈妈吗 What about your mother? Do you want to tell your mother?
帕特里克 怎么了 宝贝 Patrick...what is it, love?
你会告诉他什么 What would you have said to him?
我到处找你 你到哪儿去了 I was looking for you. Where have you been?
没去哪儿 我们能找个地方谈谈吗 Nowhere. I wonder - can we find somewhere to talk?
-好 -抱歉 - Yeah. - Sorry.
我说过 有件事我从未说出来过 I told you there's something I've never said out loud
也永远不会说 现在我要告诉你 and never would. And now I'm going to.
原谅我口齿不清 我并不感到尴尬 Forgive my inarticulacy, it's not that I'm embarrassed,
只是 我不希望这变成你的负担 it's just... I don't want it to be a burden for you.
你就直说吧 Just go ahead.
那么 So.
我跟你说过我父母酗酒和暴力的事 I've told you about my parents' drunkenness and the violence,
但我避开没说的是... but what I was skirting around--
-别过来 -不用了 谢谢 - Not now. - No, thank you.
就想告诉二位 Just to let you know the fireworks
-焰火表演马上要开始了 -谢谢 - will start in a few minutes. - Thank you.
在我八岁那年 以及接下来几年里 When I was eight, and for some years afterwards
我父亲"侵犯"了我 my father "abused" me
现在提倡用这个词 as...we're invited to call it these days.
"侵犯"是什么意思 What do you mean, "abused"?
我... I...
就是... It was...
天啊 Oh, God...
没人应该这样对待他人 Nobody should do that to anybody else.
-第一次... -焰火马上就要... - The first time-- - The fireworks are about--
你他妈能不能别来打扰我们 Do you think you could leave us alone for one fucking minute
-让我们独自谈谈 -抱歉 先生 - so we can have a conversation? - I'm sorry, sir.
我们看起来像小屁孩吗 Do we look like children?
我们看起来像对焰火有兴趣吗 Do we look like we're interested in the fucking fireworks?
我说的侵犯是什么意思 What do I mean by abused?
就是性侵犯 I mean sexually abused.
天啊 我很抱歉 Oh, God, I'm sorry.
难怪你如此恨他 No wonder you hated him so much.
现在你知道了 Well, now you know.
第一次发生时 他说是惩罚 The first incident masqueraded as a punishment,
虽然我不知道自己做错了什么 though I never knew the crime...
倒是有种卡夫卡式的风格 which gave it a certain Kafkaesque charm..
他真混蛋 What a bastard.
那一定把你的世界撕成两半 It must have split the world in half.
是的 我想就是那样 Yes, I think that is what happened.
你怎么会那么想 What makes you think that?
似乎显而易见 It just seemed obvious.
在事情发生的那一刻 In that moment, when it was happening -
这听起来会很奇怪 不过 this will sound strange, but...
当时墙上有只蜥蜴 ..There was a lizard on the wall.
壁虎 亮绿色 A gecko, bright green.
我心想 "如果我能进入那只壁虎体内 I thought, "If I can somehow put myself inside...
也许我就能熬过去" ..Then I might be able to get through this."
这逃跑计划不怎么样 我知道 Not much of an escape plan, I know.
我想说的是 The point is...
现在我恨他恨得累了 ..Now I'm exhausted hating him.
这并不够 It's not enough.
如果我要投入到世界中 And if I'm going to break out into the world
不只是这个 而是真实的世界 not just this - but the real world,
学点东西 做出贡献 to learn something, make a contribution,
去生活 而不只是生存 live rather than just survive,
那我就必须把这些话说出来 then I am going to have to say these things out loud.
我们确实要错过焰火了 如果你想看... We are missing the fireworks, if you want to--
没关系 It's alright.
我不知道你是否想睡在你以前的房间 I wondered whether perhaps you'd like your old room back?
妈妈 我不知道 Mummy, I don't know.
等我们到那里再说 行吗 Can we just talk about it when we get there?
随你高兴 Whatever makes you happy.
有时我对你的态度很恶劣 I've treated you dreadfully sometimes.
-非常势利 -没有的事 - Snobbishly. - Oh, no.
偶尔而已 Only sometimes.
你父亲总是怪那个尼古拉斯·普拉特 Your father always blamed that Nicholas Pratt man.
你遇见他之前是个很好的姑娘 You were such a nice girl until you met him,
然后你开始批评家里的一切 and then you started criticizing everything at home,
批评你认识了一辈子的人 很好的人 people you'd known all your life - perfectly nice people.
你父亲一直很爱你 但... Your father always loved you, but...
我不能说他不曾感到受伤 I can't pretend he wasn't hurt sometimes.
-我说太多了吗 -没有 - Have I said too much? - No!
完全没有 Not at all.
明天我们好好聊聊 Let's have a nice long talk tomorrow.
我们也许该走了 还有好远的路 We should probably get going. We've a long way to go.
对 Yes.
-我没在叫你加入 我发誓 -继续 - I'm not recruiting, I swear. - Go on.
也许翻篇的唯一方法就是变得... Perhaps the only way to move on is to become...
更脱离自己 more detached from yourself...
更亲近其他事物 ..And more attached to something else.
就像找个兴趣 A hobby, you mean?
或者佳人 Someone else.
坠入爱河 组建家庭 Fall in love, have kids.
有什么不好呢 Yeah. Why not?
我试过坠入爱河 试过好多次 I tried falling in love, many times, as you know.
我可不敢说那是爱 Not sure that was love.
依照我的经验 My experience with love
你一时激动 以为别人能修补你的心 you get excited thinking someone can mend your broken heart,
然后失望地发现并不能 disappointed when you realize they can't.
但下一次呢 But the next time.
当然 另一个危险是没了痛苦 怨恨 Of course, the other danger is, without bitterness, spite,
讽刺 谄媚和自我厌恶 sarcasm, snobbery and self-loathing,
-这段感情可能就没剩什么了 -也许吧 - there might be nothing left. - Perhaps.
但也许你可能想想你自己可以投入什么 Or...think what you could put there instead.
女主人来了 Here's our hostess!
我想找桑尼 I wanted to find Sonny.
我一点都不在乎 夫人 I really couldn't care less, Ma'am.
我真是个傻子 I've been a bloody fool.
我部分同意 Well, I can't say I disagree.
我鬼迷心窍 布丽奇特怀不上孩子 I was driven to it! Bridget's not having a son
已经够艰难的了 has been frightfully hard.
我只是不确定想离开她过一辈子 I'm just not sure I like the idea of life without her.
而辛迪有些特殊的想法 And Cindy has got some very peculiar ideas.
她已经建议我打通一面墙 She's already suggested I knock a wall through.
她看家具就像拍卖专家一样 And she looks at the furniture like a bloody auctioneer.
那不是布丽奇特吗 Isn't that Bridget now?
布丽奇特 布丽奇特 Bridget! Bridget!
布丽奇特 你要去哪 Bridget, where are you going?
布丽奇特 停车 停下 Bridget! Stop the car! Stop!
我确定我父亲很不高兴 I'm sure my father was intensely unhappy,
但为了宽恕某人 but to forgive someone,
他难道不应该尝试改变一下吗 doesn't there have to be some attempt to change?
但如果他改变了 他就不需要宽恕了 But if he'd changed, he wouldn't need forgiveness.
打扰下 Excuse me
对不起 之前朝你大吼大叫 I'm sorry if I snapped at you earlier.
我当时正想集中精力说些微妙的话 It's just I was in the middle of saying something rather tricky.
我只是在做本职工作 I was only doing my job.
我知道 我向你道歉 I know you were and I apologize.
你觉得有办法原谅他吗 So do you think there's any way to forgive him?
当然 又没那么糟 Of course. It really wasn't that bad.
不 不是你 No, not you!
如果服务生都能原谅我... Well, if the waiter can forgive me...
你去吧 我还睡不着 You go ahead. I don't think I could get to sleep just yet.
而关于那个旅馆房间的想法 天啊 And the thought of that hotel room - oof.
谢谢你告诉我 Well, thanks for telling me.
不用来加州人那一套 No need to get Californian about it.
你也不用来英国人那一套 No need to be so English.
-派对要结束了 -还不止呢 - It's the end of the party. - It's more than that.
一个时代要结束了 It's the end of an era.
希望如此 Well, let's hope so.
需要帮忙吗 Can I help you?
我在纽约认识一位叫奇力·威利的朋友 I knew a Chilly Willy in New York.
-你不是吧... -他住在哪 - You're not... - Where'd he live?
-第十大道 -他干什么的 -Tenth Avenue. - What did he do?
他卖... 他在街头生活 He sold... He lived on the streets.
这不可能 我知道... It's impossible, I know. I...
外套 The coat.
那个不肯脱掉外套的英国人 对吗 The English guy who wouldn't take his coat off, right?
帕特里克·梅尔罗斯 Patrick Melrose.
天啊 你看上去真不错 Christ! You look well.
我不知道... I...I didn't ever know...
我一直是个音乐家 I was always a musician, man.
我只是... I just er...you know?
你妻子二十美金卖给我一个给畜生用的针管 Your wife once sold me a horse syringe for 20 dollars.
-这么大 -她吸毒过量死了 - It was like this. - Yeah, she OD'd.
节哀 I'm sorry.
但你活着真是个奇迹 Still, it's a miracle you're alive.
你也是 You too.
但一切都是奇迹 伙计 But then... everything's a miracle, man.
我们不会像肥皂一样融化在浴缸都是奇迹 It's a miracle we don't melt in the bath like a piece of soap.
-很高兴认识你 -我也是 - Nice to meet you. - You too.
早餐见 See you at breakfast, perhaps?
好啊 Yes. Why not?
科茨沃尔德烤羊肉 The Cotswold Carvery?
九点左右 Around nine.
别失约 Avoid disappointment.